John

Sometimes I would stand there for what felt like hours waiting for her to save me from my paralysis of that indecision. That immediately sounds like something you did as a kid.

That's probably why your grandfather tried to shoot you. Yeah. That's probably why your grandfather accidentally shot the dog. Cause you know, you two look so much alike. I bet you're, that wouldn't surprise me at all. If you were like, yeah, it turns out I was one of the kids. I wore like the ears and the tail, like I would bark at people at school. I wish I had the courage. Yeah.

That's probably why your grandfather tried to shoot you. Yeah. That's probably why your grandfather accidentally shot the dog. Cause you know, you two look so much alike. I bet you're, that wouldn't surprise me at all. If you were like, yeah, it turns out I was one of the kids. I wore like the ears and the tail, like I would bark at people at school. I wish I had the courage. Yeah.

That's probably why your grandfather tried to shoot you. Yeah. That's probably why your grandfather accidentally shot the dog. Cause you know, you two look so much alike. I bet you're, that wouldn't surprise me at all. If you were like, yeah, it turns out I was one of the kids. I wore like the ears and the tail, like I would bark at people at school. I wish I had the courage. Yeah.

Maybe your grandpa was trying to save us. Fucking maybe, dude. Maybe.

Maybe your grandpa was trying to save us. Fucking maybe, dude. Maybe.

Maybe your grandpa was trying to save us. Fucking maybe, dude. Maybe.

Your grandpa kept leaving the door open and stuff like that, hoping you'd run away. Yeah.

Your grandpa kept leaving the door open and stuff like that, hoping you'd run away. Yeah.

Your grandpa kept leaving the door open and stuff like that, hoping you'd run away. Yeah.

I should get lost in the woods.

I should get lost in the woods.

I should get lost in the woods.

I don't stand at the entrance of that mine for hours paralyzed by indecision. It takes seconds to make up my mind. Without any more hesitation, I tuck my phone into my jeans and venture into the darkness without checking my notifications or listening to that message. It's an obvious choice.

I don't stand at the entrance of that mine for hours paralyzed by indecision. It takes seconds to make up my mind. Without any more hesitation, I tuck my phone into my jeans and venture into the darkness without checking my notifications or listening to that message. It's an obvious choice.

I don't stand at the entrance of that mine for hours paralyzed by indecision. It takes seconds to make up my mind. Without any more hesitation, I tuck my phone into my jeans and venture into the darkness without checking my notifications or listening to that message. It's an obvious choice.

It's clearly August and the air to the mine is welcoming, cool in comparison to the stale heat of my shitbox car whose AC broke down years ago that I never got around to repairing. I begin walking into the darkness and I leave the world behind. The air is thick with particulates and motes of light flitting amongst the darkness that plays off the sun.

It's clearly August and the air to the mine is welcoming, cool in comparison to the stale heat of my shitbox car whose AC broke down years ago that I never got around to repairing. I begin walking into the darkness and I leave the world behind. The air is thick with particulates and motes of light flitting amongst the darkness that plays off the sun.

It's clearly August and the air to the mine is welcoming, cool in comparison to the stale heat of my shitbox car whose AC broke down years ago that I never got around to repairing. I begin walking into the darkness and I leave the world behind. The air is thick with particulates and motes of light flitting amongst the darkness that plays off the sun.

The light behind me illuminates my path downwards, but with each step forward, my world grows darker. The mind looks like it has been abandoned with dust, building on equipment and spiderwebs occasionally acting as an ethereal bearer to entry that catch in my hair and make my skin crawl. Each step takes me slightly downwards along the sand and shifting earth.