Jojo Moyes

And I'm really grateful that he is.

Does the work too.

And so it sounds so kind of Americanized and such an awful phrase doing the work.

But it sounds there is a reason why a lot of second relationships fail statistically.

And it's because you're coming in with children, baggage, you know, habits, behaviors that are.

quite ingrained and having to navigate quite tricky situations and it requires a lot of being a grown-up and sometimes we don't want to be grown-ups we want to just stamp our feet and go I don't like this and you can't you have to just bring your best self to the table and sometimes it might take me 24 hours to locate that best self but I'm getting there and I think the difference is I'm grateful I'm really really grateful to have a second chance yeah

And to have somebody who really loves me in as kind of huge a way as he does, to be loved by John is quite an extraordinary thing because he has no inhibitions about saying it or showing it whatsoever.

It's all out there.

In fact, you know, he jokes that I was hilarious for the first year because he would sort of say I love you and I would just go...

Okay.

Don't panic.

I love everybody.

It's all cool.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So I don't take anything for granted.

You know, we're here and it's good.

And that's all I ask for.

Yeah, so 2020 was my anus aerobolus.

It was just terrible.