Jordan Crowder

It was.

I should not have survived it.

My body was not in the condition to have been able to make it through.

I mean, it is.

And if it wasn't for all that, like, it's crazy.

But if I could go back in time and change anything, I wouldn't.

As wild as that sounds, because it made me who I am now.

It made me appreciate just the crap out of life in every moment.

It brought me and my wife on like she had a kind of an awakening at the same time as me.

And we were able to go on this journey together, which is super fun.

It made me look at everything differently and differently.

And I would not change it for the world.

That's weird.

I've never really thought about that, but that's a weird thing to say.

But it's like it happened for a reason.

And in my whole life, I don't know why, but I romanticized alcohol as a kid.

I always wanted to be, I don't even know, it doesn't make any sense to say, but I wanted to be an alcoholic as a kid.

Like it was something that I thought...

I saw it in a way that I romanticized it.

And when it happened to me, obviously, it wasn't as cool as I thought it was going to be.