Jordan Crowder

extraterrestrial experience, a spiritual apparition, a near-death experience, you know, whatever the case may be.

Some people do it spontaneously.

Some people do it through, like, forced kundalini.

And there's a fine line between psychosis and enlightenment.

Like, it could go either way.

Like, it really is.

You're walking a fine line.

I felt like I was going crazy several times, you know?

And then I actually relieved myself because I was like, well, if I was going crazy, I probably wouldn't be thinking that I'm going crazy.

I think that that level of self-awareness is probably it's healthy.

But just knowing anybody listening out there, if you're going through this experience, there's gonna be times where it gets dark.

There's gonna be times where you feel like you're kind of losing your mind because all your belief systems and all of your things that you could trust and you could depend on in your life, whether it's your your parents and what they taught you or your your, you know,

spiritual or your religious institutions or our ancient history or all these things we've been told, and you start to realize maybe they're not exactly what we've been told.

And you're like, okay, who can I trust?

What can I trust?

And then it turns your world upside down.

That process is kind of scary and kind of confusing.

But when you make it through that, you have to go through that dark night of the soul.

And then you go through this like an initiation type process and you feel the support of the universe.

You feel like there's something out there rooting you on.