Jordan Crowder

had very bad general anxiety disorder, chronic panic attacks, debilitating.

And there were so many things I couldn't do in life like sleep.

I had chronic insomnia.

I got to the point where I couldn't even like drive a car or ride an airplane because my anxiety was so bad.

And I tried all the things, nothing was working.

And I felt like I was just about to explode at all given times.

And that was the biggest problem in my life.

And I just heavily medicated with alcohol because that was just the thing that worked.

And I was in the corporate world at the time.

And, you know, it got me through my day.

And it worked.

It was a Band-Aid.

And it was culturally acceptable.

Everybody was doing it.

And then it got worse and worse and worse and worse, right?

When I was in the corporate world, I had a little bit more managed.

Whenever I moved to Florida and you get out here and, you know, it doesn't matter what day of the week it is.

It doesn't matter what time of the day it is.

A totally different culture and vibe.

It just poured fuel on the fire.