Jordan

Yeah.

Very much so.

And that's maybe where I'm like, I'm 100% at work.

I'm 100% at home.

I can do that very easily.

So I think I learned how to do that.

And now in romantic situations, for sure, because of my past, I think that's what I do.

So I've learned to open up a little more with him, but maybe that's why he also felt like he wasn't getting his needs taken care of is because I shut down for sure.

I think something that I also was thinking about with hate coming our way this season is I actually like don't blame anyone if they say anything to me or to him, because in the past when they've said things to me, I've always like, I need to defend myself.

But in this situation, I'm like, I did do that.

You're right.

Like I did cheat.

What am I going to do?

Defend myself?

No.

And I hope he would have the same approach of like, yeah, I did do that.

I messed up.

Like you have every right to feel that way.

Move on.

You know, like their opinions don't matter at the end of the day, but I for sure understand why people would think that.