Jordan

So I agree.

And I think that the only reason I answered the question the way I did is because of our dynamic and how I was treated.

So I think both of us taking accountability and saying, okay, maybe I shouldn't have said that publicly, but also I wish we wouldn't have been in that place to have to do that, you know?

Yeah, I think he's definitely an anxious attachment type and I'm a, what am I?

Yeah, sorry.

I was like, I know there's a word for it.

I'm avoidant.

So I don't, I'm not overly emotional.

I'm not like a typical girl, I would say.

I don't like get jealous.

I don't, I just, I don't know.

So yeah, maybe I'm not the best at showing love, but I do feel like it was not,

crazy horrible like maybe I was just working a lot and you felt like I wasn't your top priority and I for sure could see that maybe I could have made him more of a priority rather than my business because I I did make that like my whole life do I think it was justified like to be treated that way just because of that no especially when I gave him a pretty nice life but I understand what he means by it like the sentiment of it yeah is it hard to hear that she says she gave you a pretty nice life

Yeah.

I did say that earlier, how I think that him not working and having a purpose for sure affected his confidence.

Yeah, but... Solar's different now.

I think it's hard to have, I will say it's hard to have a normal job in this world because we film twice a year and they demand a lot from us.

And now the husbands are way more involved in the story than they've ever been.

So it is hard to have a schedule.

And also I like joked about this with Dakota the other day.