Jordan

And so I think I felt a little bit like I'm a big believer that

I always want to feel like my partner we're dating, whether we're two weeks in or 20 years in.

And I still want to be courted and, you know, romanticize a little bit.

And I just I was having a hard time knowing if that was the case.

It's valid.

I mean, I think obvious reasons.

I mean, what you don't see, I think our breakup like on camera kind of came out a little out of the blue.

I mean, I know we had the closet conversation.

It was like the week before you're supposed to get married.

It's supposed to be like a black week.

You're not really supposed to see each other.

But I think they knew like everyone was like, because I think one day she was in and then I would kind of be like, well, you weren't in yesterday.

So now I'm not in.

And then we were kind of flippy floppy.

So we waited till like the last second.

to call it off but we had committed not to leave each other at the altar because my son was going to be there um and we were just like and we had many conversations that week leading up to it like and yeah we don't mean to disappoint the viewers but like this is this was real this is our real lives like our real feelings and um again like stability is very important for luca and megan and our whole family um so we just didn't want to like not not to let everyone down but we like we didn't want to be on stage yeah and we had we had conversations too like man do we

Do we do that?

Like, keep Luke at home, but go up there and we both mutually say no or whatever.

But ultimately, like, I... Yeah.

Yes and no.