Jordan

So we waited till like the last second.

to call it off but we had committed not to leave each other at the altar because my son was going to be there um and we were just like and we had many conversations that week leading up to it like and yeah we don't mean to disappoint the viewers but like this is this was real this is our real lives like our real feelings and um again like stability is very important for luca and megan and our whole family um so we just didn't want to like not not to let everyone down but we like we didn't want to be on stage yeah and we had we had conversations too like man do we

Do we do that?

Like, keep Luke at home, but go up there and we both mutually say no or whatever.

But ultimately, like, I... Yeah.

Yes and no.

I mean, I think...

Because at the end of the day, there's still a TV show.

People, producers.

We love our production team.

No, they were amazing.

And I think it was a very unique situation with Luca.

And I think they were very respectful of that.

Yeah.

No, because it's unprecedented, but especially in Love is Mine.

So I think.

Yeah.

They were very supportive and like totally understood.

Yeah.

I mean, I think it's taught me how to be a lot more selfless and just like it's yeah, it's no longer about me.