Joshua Broome

If there's no measure, there's no reality. And if you get to the place that you thought if you would get to that you would feel some sort of way and you don't, you just increase the measure. Being rich is the same way. It's like if I had this, I would feel that over and over again. And we know the deal. It doesn't work. But I thought, man, if I become somebody... I will feel like I'm somebody.

If there's no measure, there's no reality. And if you get to the place that you thought if you would get to that you would feel some sort of way and you don't, you just increase the measure. Being rich is the same way. It's like if I had this, I would feel that over and over again. And we know the deal. It doesn't work. But I thought, man, if I become somebody... I will feel like I'm somebody.

And again, what I was trying to do is I was trying to stack the scale in my favor enough where the kid that didn't have the dad would feel like I was wanted, seen, heard, known. He kind of spoke into all that. He's like, man, you've got acting experience. The porn industry is shifting. We're parodying all these movies. They're doing big films. You can be the lead in all these.

And again, what I was trying to do is I was trying to stack the scale in my favor enough where the kid that didn't have the dad would feel like I was wanted, seen, heard, known. He kind of spoke into all that. He's like, man, you've got acting experience. The porn industry is shifting. We're parodying all these movies. They're doing big films. You can be the lead in all these.

And again, what I was trying to do is I was trying to stack the scale in my favor enough where the kid that didn't have the dad would feel like I was wanted, seen, heard, known. He kind of spoke into all that. He's like, man, you've got acting experience. The porn industry is shifting. We're parodying all these movies. They're doing big films. You can be the lead in all these.

You can make a ton of money by doing the films, and you can do marketing with this. I've got deals with clubs in Vegas. They'll bring you out. You'll sit in the VIP, and they'll pay you $10,000 just to be there, all this stuff. And my career was going okay, but I was having more success modeling than I was acting. I really wanted to act. That was my passion.

You can make a ton of money by doing the films, and you can do marketing with this. I've got deals with clubs in Vegas. They'll bring you out. You'll sit in the VIP, and they'll pay you $10,000 just to be there, all this stuff. And my career was going okay, but I was having more success modeling than I was acting. I really wanted to act. That was my passion.

You can make a ton of money by doing the films, and you can do marketing with this. I've got deals with clubs in Vegas. They'll bring you out. You'll sit in the VIP, and they'll pay you $10,000 just to be there, all this stuff. And my career was going okay, but I was having more success modeling than I was acting. I really wanted to act. That was my passion.

But there was a part of me, again, I couldn't shake, that like, man, maybe I'm just not good enough to make it. At 22... Your modeling career is not peaked out, but most people have their best years modeling like 16 to 21. That's not definitively true across the board, but a lot of people do. Acting has this a lot longer range.

But there was a part of me, again, I couldn't shake, that like, man, maybe I'm just not good enough to make it. At 22... Your modeling career is not peaked out, but most people have their best years modeling like 16 to 21. That's not definitively true across the board, but a lot of people do. Acting has this a lot longer range.

But there was a part of me, again, I couldn't shake, that like, man, maybe I'm just not good enough to make it. At 22... Your modeling career is not peaked out, but most people have their best years modeling like 16 to 21. That's not definitively true across the board, but a lot of people do. Acting has this a lot longer range.

And I just thought, man, I just don't have the capability of being successful because... What was that based on? Well, me comparing myself on my peers.

And I just thought, man, I just don't have the capability of being successful because... What was that based on? Well, me comparing myself on my peers.

And I just thought, man, I just don't have the capability of being successful because... What was that based on? Well, me comparing myself on my peers.

And a lot of people that were in the same network as me or even had the same agent as me, they had booked their first lead role or they've done this and they've done that and I hadn't quite done as much as they've done, so I must not be good enough. And I thought, man, maybe this is just a...

And a lot of people that were in the same network as me or even had the same agent as me, they had booked their first lead role or they've done this and they've done that and I hadn't quite done as much as they've done, so I must not be good enough. And I thought, man, maybe this is just a...

And a lot of people that were in the same network as me or even had the same agent as me, they had booked their first lead role or they've done this and they've done that and I hadn't quite done as much as they've done, so I must not be good enough. And I thought, man, maybe this is just a...

a counterfeit version of the dream that I have and I should hop on this boat before it leaves because maybe this is as good as it's going to get for me.

a counterfeit version of the dream that I have and I should hop on this boat before it leaves because maybe this is as good as it's going to get for me.

a counterfeit version of the dream that I have and I should hop on this boat before it leaves because maybe this is as good as it's going to get for me.