JR

as best as we can because we are broken up. Yeah.

as best as we can because we are broken up. Yeah.

as best as we can because we are broken up. Yeah.

You know, there's a lot like I normally am not the type of person that's like, oh, I regret something because there are learning lessons through everything truly. And there have been a lot of learning lessons through this. But I can't lie when I say like there's a lot of things that I would just do differently.

You know, there's a lot like I normally am not the type of person that's like, oh, I regret something because there are learning lessons through everything truly. And there have been a lot of learning lessons through this. But I can't lie when I say like there's a lot of things that I would just do differently.

You know, there's a lot like I normally am not the type of person that's like, oh, I regret something because there are learning lessons through everything truly. And there have been a lot of learning lessons through this. But I can't lie when I say like there's a lot of things that I would just do differently.

Truly, I think if I can pinpoint one of them, it would probably just be my overall like attitude and kind of my frustrations that I was holding on to towards Nick through through the process. And just like me not really considering what he was going through, because it's very clear to everybody else. Of course, it's very, you know.

Truly, I think if I can pinpoint one of them, it would probably just be my overall like attitude and kind of my frustrations that I was holding on to towards Nick through through the process. And just like me not really considering what he was going through, because it's very clear to everybody else. Of course, it's very, you know.

Truly, I think if I can pinpoint one of them, it would probably just be my overall like attitude and kind of my frustrations that I was holding on to towards Nick through through the process. And just like me not really considering what he was going through, because it's very clear to everybody else. Of course, it's very, you know.

Right, right. And I see that now. And in the moment, you guys, it's so hard to see other people's experience because it's so intense for yourself. And it was really, really intense. And there's a lot of things that happen that we don't see in regards to me and Nick and kind of what we're talking about here that made it just worse and worse and worse.

Right, right. And I see that now. And in the moment, you guys, it's so hard to see other people's experience because it's so intense for yourself. And it was really, really intense. And there's a lot of things that happen that we don't see in regards to me and Nick and kind of what we're talking about here that made it just worse and worse and worse.

Right, right. And I see that now. And in the moment, you guys, it's so hard to see other people's experience because it's so intense for yourself. And it was really, really intense. And there's a lot of things that happen that we don't see in regards to me and Nick and kind of what we're talking about here that made it just worse and worse and worse.

And yeah, I mean, it just I think it just got out of hand. But that's definitely something for me because I truly I mean, I care about this man so much. And our love has never been the issue. Like, It's never been a problem for us. And it really is hard for me to watch because it just looks like I don't give a shit, you know, when really I was just hurting myself.

And yeah, I mean, it just I think it just got out of hand. But that's definitely something for me because I truly I mean, I care about this man so much. And our love has never been the issue. Like, It's never been a problem for us. And it really is hard for me to watch because it just looks like I don't give a shit, you know, when really I was just hurting myself.

And yeah, I mean, it just I think it just got out of hand. But that's definitely something for me because I truly I mean, I care about this man so much. And our love has never been the issue. Like, It's never been a problem for us. And it really is hard for me to watch because it just looks like I don't give a shit, you know, when really I was just hurting myself.

There's just so much that you guys... That nobody sees, obviously.

There's just so much that you guys... That nobody sees, obviously.

There's just so much that you guys... That nobody sees, obviously.

Right. But he wanted to do it.

Right. But he wanted to do it.