K

Hello. I refuse to release my name as I'd rather be left alone to grieve my loss. So I'll refer to myself as K. I'm sorry if this is a mess. I'm still dealing with the loss and grief and suffering from my diagnosis of depression and PTSD caused by what happened last year. To start off, I'm from a big city in the UK.

Hello. I refuse to release my name as I'd rather be left alone to grieve my loss. So I'll refer to myself as K. I'm sorry if this is a mess. I'm still dealing with the loss and grief and suffering from my diagnosis of depression and PTSD caused by what happened last year. To start off, I'm from a big city in the UK.

I grew up fighting and testing my parents' limits, as any young boy should, in fact, not do. Due to how I grew up, I believed that I had become resilient enough to never, ever back down from anyone or anything. Even when I was beaten to a pulp, I wouldn't stop trying to stand, as in my young, stupid head, the fight wasn't over until I won or passed out.

I grew up fighting and testing my parents' limits, as any young boy should, in fact, not do. Due to how I grew up, I believed that I had become resilient enough to never, ever back down from anyone or anything. Even when I was beaten to a pulp, I wouldn't stop trying to stand, as in my young, stupid head, the fight wasn't over until I won or passed out.

As time passed, I soon realized that school and education were not on my to-do list, and due to that, my parents were always disappointed. But I never truly cared about their opinions. Within a couple of weeks I would be kicked out or banned from attending lessons, so I'd just go to the gym and train.

As time passed, I soon realized that school and education were not on my to-do list, and due to that, my parents were always disappointed. But I never truly cared about their opinions. Within a couple of weeks I would be kicked out or banned from attending lessons, so I'd just go to the gym and train.

When I left school, I was angry and focused on doing anything that enabled me to fight, from boxing to fighting people in the streets over football matches. despite having a low interest in the sport. Eventually, this wasn't enough, and I realized I had to find something that would give me satisfaction and supply me with a paycheck. That's when I decided to join the British Army.

When I left school, I was angry and focused on doing anything that enabled me to fight, from boxing to fighting people in the streets over football matches. despite having a low interest in the sport. Eventually, this wasn't enough, and I realized I had to find something that would give me satisfaction and supply me with a paycheck. That's when I decided to join the British Army.

I began my training at Cataract in 2018 as an infantryman. Despite everything, my parents loved the idea and were proud of me. During training, I got into a lot of trouble for fighting and getting into drama, but somehow managed to pass out as a fully qualified soldier. I spent a couple of years doing the same things I had done in training. Ranges, training exercises, and PT, physical training.

I began my training at Cataract in 2018 as an infantryman. Despite everything, my parents loved the idea and were proud of me. During training, I got into a lot of trouble for fighting and getting into drama, but somehow managed to pass out as a fully qualified soldier. I spent a couple of years doing the same things I had done in training. Ranges, training exercises, and PT, physical training.

I hated it, and it fueled my aggression. It got to the point that I was on a commanding officer's final warning order and was facing paperwork that would make me a civilian again. But all that stopped when I met Jessica. I was in a club when I met Jessica at the bar, waiting to order. She was five, seven, with blonde hair and a ridiculously beautiful face.

I hated it, and it fueled my aggression. It got to the point that I was on a commanding officer's final warning order and was facing paperwork that would make me a civilian again. But all that stopped when I met Jessica. I was in a club when I met Jessica at the bar, waiting to order. She was five, seven, with blonde hair and a ridiculously beautiful face.

She was every young boy's dream girl, and I wanted her. Within seconds, we were talking, and she laughed at my awful jokes. We just clicked. She was from America, and just visiting the UK with her friends. Fast forwarding to December 2022. Jess and I were in a relationship. It was perfect. She calmed me down to the point where I was rarely angry and was doing well at work.

She was every young boy's dream girl, and I wanted her. Within seconds, we were talking, and she laughed at my awful jokes. We just clicked. She was from America, and just visiting the UK with her friends. Fast forwarding to December 2022. Jess and I were in a relationship. It was perfect. She calmed me down to the point where I was rarely angry and was doing well at work.

The only downside was the distance. With her living in America, I never saw her much. However, in January last year, I got permission from my company sergeant major to take leave for two weeks to visit her and her family at their home in America. After a long flight and an Uber, I finally had her in my arms.

The only downside was the distance. With her living in America, I never saw her much. However, in January last year, I got permission from my company sergeant major to take leave for two weeks to visit her and her family at their home in America. After a long flight and an Uber, I finally had her in my arms.

She introduced me to her father, a tough-looking man who himself had served years before in the military. He had the typical jarhead look you stereotype from the movies. i was a little nervous but he set my nerves at ease when he shook my hand and expressed his love for me and his daughter's relationship saying that he saw me as part of his family

She introduced me to her father, a tough-looking man who himself had served years before in the military. He had the typical jarhead look you stereotype from the movies. i was a little nervous but he set my nerves at ease when he shook my hand and expressed his love for me and his daughter's relationship saying that he saw me as part of his family

Later that day, we sat in their backyard, drinking, eating, and talking about our pasts. Her father asked if I would like to join them on a hunting trip to their own private hunting ground, which had been a family tradition dating back generations. I agreed. The next day we set off in his truck and drove for a few hours until we reached a dense woodland they called Archer's Pass.

Later that day, we sat in their backyard, drinking, eating, and talking about our pasts. Her father asked if I would like to join them on a hunting trip to their own private hunting ground, which had been a family tradition dating back generations. I agreed. The next day we set off in his truck and drove for a few hours until we reached a dense woodland they called Archer's Pass.