Kail Lowry

My daughter be doing something.

She's like, I'm going to get your dad to yell at you.

Um, because like, I think the biggest thing about that was like when I went to therapy and I, it's kind of like therapy part two, right?

Cause the first two and a half years I was in therapy, but I wasn't being a hundred percent honest.

So therapy part two was me.

Like she told me, she's like, if you really want to put the work in, first of all, you have to be a hundred percent honest, but you also have to find a way to forgive yourself.

And I was just like, ooh, how do you do that, right?

How do you forgive yourself for all the stuff you've been doing for years, even before this relationship, for years before this?

How do you forgive yourself for that?

And she's like, that's a journey you got to take on your own.

I'm like, okay.

So I'm sitting in the bathroom, right?

And it's going to sound like some scary movie paranormal stuff.

I swear I was walking by the mirror out the bathroom, and I swear my reflection kind of looked at me.

You know how you see the scary movies where your reflection is dancing in the background?

I looked at my reflection.

I'm like, wait, did you just move?

So I'm sitting in the bathroom.

I'm just like, I'm staring at myself in the mirror.

And I just start saying, I'm sorry.