Kate Cassidy

Your mind needs time to rest and think and heal. But even just if you take one activity per day, it could just be walking, baking, going to the gym, going to applies class. Just any type of small thing, it just helps so much with your headspace. But I think for me, one thing that really has helped me so much and that makes me feel so full of light and love is seeing signs. And I...

See so many signs of Liam and I'm such a believer in signs. I believe in manifesting and I know that he's with me and I feel him all the time. And I remember at first when he passed away, I didn't feel him for, I'd say the first five days. And I know that's not a long amount of time, but obviously five days when you're not with somebody after being with them 24 seven, it feels like, five years.

See so many signs of Liam and I'm such a believer in signs. I believe in manifesting and I know that he's with me and I feel him all the time. And I remember at first when he passed away, I didn't feel him for, I'd say the first five days. And I know that's not a long amount of time, but obviously five days when you're not with somebody after being with them 24 seven, it feels like, five years.

So I remember getting kind of angry and just being like, talking to Liam, just saying, why haven't you shown me any signs? And I remember one day, it was before I flew out to England. So I was still in our house in Florida. I sat on the floor of his closet and I started crying hysterically and I was so angry with him. I said, show me a sign. This is so unfair. Like, are you here with me?

So I remember getting kind of angry and just being like, talking to Liam, just saying, why haven't you shown me any signs? And I remember one day, it was before I flew out to England. So I was still in our house in Florida. I sat on the floor of his closet and I started crying hysterically and I was so angry with him. I said, show me a sign. This is so unfair. Like, are you here with me?

Show me a sign. And this is a stage of grief that also I want people to know it's okay to be angry and it's okay to cry and it's okay to say things. It's okay. And I was crying and I was just saying, I'm so disappointed. I love you so much, but I need you to show me a sign because I don't feel you. And I remember I went back downstairs and it's just, it was such a simple thing.

Show me a sign. And this is a stage of grief that also I want people to know it's okay to be angry and it's okay to cry and it's okay to say things. It's okay. And I was crying and I was just saying, I'm so disappointed. I love you so much, but I need you to show me a sign because I don't feel you. And I remember I went back downstairs and it's just, it was such a simple thing.

But my friends asked me, do you want anything from McDonald's? And at this point, it was so hard for me to even hold down food. I was barely eating. And for me, me and Liam, we loved McDonald's. It was something that we would probably get like twice a week, which I know is not the healthiest option. It was just a part of like, just kind of our childlike things to do.

But my friends asked me, do you want anything from McDonald's? And at this point, it was so hard for me to even hold down food. I was barely eating. And for me, me and Liam, we loved McDonald's. It was something that we would probably get like twice a week, which I know is not the healthiest option. It was just a part of like, just kind of our childlike things to do.

And we would always get the Happy Meal toy. We always would get the Happy Meal toy. It was always also Liam's idea to do that. He was such a kid at heart and he would always get the Happy Meals toy. And I... said to my friends, you know what? Get me a kid's meal. I'm not even hungry.

And we would always get the Happy Meal toy. We always would get the Happy Meal toy. It was always also Liam's idea to do that. He was such a kid at heart and he would always get the Happy Meals toy. And I... said to my friends, you know what? Get me a kid's meal. I'm not even hungry.

I really don't want to eat, but I'll try to, I'll try to eat something, but I just want to see what the happy meal toy is. I really just, I want to see what it is. So they came back, they brought me the, the happy meal and it came in this like, because it was around Halloween, it came in this trick or treat bin instead of the cardboard McDonald's like happy meal box. And I remember I

I really don't want to eat, but I'll try to, I'll try to eat something, but I just want to see what the happy meal toy is. I really just, I want to see what it is. So they came back, they brought me the, the happy meal and it came in this like, because it was around Halloween, it came in this trick or treat bin instead of the cardboard McDonald's like happy meal box. And I remember I

when they gave it to me, I was, I was annoyed because I was like, this is the Happy Meal toy. I thought I was going to get like a little cute thing that maybe would have been a symbol of Liam or something that Liam would have liked or something like cute that could just make me feel a little lifted. I was just, my head was everywhere.

when they gave it to me, I was, I was annoyed because I was like, this is the Happy Meal toy. I thought I was going to get like a little cute thing that maybe would have been a symbol of Liam or something that Liam would have liked or something like cute that could just make me feel a little lifted. I was just, my head was everywhere.

Just even thinking that I could get any sort of positivity and light from a Happy Meal kids meal toy. That was just where my headspace was. And I was so angry. I didn't get any type of toy. I just got a trick or treat bin that obviously I'm not going trick or treating. So then I opened the lid to try to eat some of the food. And I noticed there's this maze on the back of the lid.

Just even thinking that I could get any sort of positivity and light from a Happy Meal kids meal toy. That was just where my headspace was. And I was so angry. I didn't get any type of toy. I just got a trick or treat bin that obviously I'm not going trick or treating. So then I opened the lid to try to eat some of the food. And I noticed there's this maze on the back of the lid.

And it was kind of one of those mazes where it's like, count how many black cats, count how many ghosts, count how many pumpkins you can find. And I obviously, I didn't try to even do the maze. Why would I? And on the back of it, it said the answers in small little letters. So you can, I guess, match it up to see if you won the puzzle.

And it was kind of one of those mazes where it's like, count how many black cats, count how many ghosts, count how many pumpkins you can find. And I obviously, I didn't try to even do the maze. Why would I? And on the back of it, it said the answers in small little letters. So you can, I guess, match it up to see if you won the puzzle.

And our angel numbers have always been four, any sequence of four. And the answers on the back of it were four, four, four. And that was immediately the first answer. sign I got from Liam. And the number four symbolizes guidance and support from your angels. And this has been such a big part of our relationship. I mean, he had the number four initialed on his finger.