Kate Cassidy

is always in the back of my mind.

I think going places to... Everything reminds me of Liam.

I could be having a specific coffee flavor from Starbucks and I'm just thinking, Liam, love this coffee.

I bring up Liam in almost every conversation I have.

Because everything reminds me of him.

And at the end of the day, I'm thinking about him every second of every single day.

I could be having a full blown conversation with somebody about something completely off topic, something just completely not involving me, involving Liam.

And always in the back of my head, I'm just thinking, Liam, Liam, Liam.

And then even some of the things that

I don't connect with with Liam, things that we haven't done, memories that we haven't made yet or moments that we haven't shared together remind me of him because I'll think to myself, Liam would have loved this or I wish Liam was able to experience this or I wish we were able to try this together.

So everything reminds me of him in one way or another.

The day I left Argentina was the last day I was able to touch Liam, to hug Liam. In that moment, I still didn't believe it to be true. I was supposed to be trying on my wedding dress. I wasn't supposed to be wearing a black dress.

The day I left Argentina was the last day I was able to touch Liam, to hug Liam. In that moment, I still didn't believe it to be true. I was supposed to be trying on my wedding dress. I wasn't supposed to be wearing a black dress.

One thing that really helps me day to day is reading letters that Liam has left me.

One thing that really helps me day to day is reading letters that Liam has left me.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Thanks for having me. I think that's the hardest question to answer. There's really no right answer to that. I think the best thing I can say to that is I'm doing okay. I have my harder days and I have my better days. I think each day, it doesn't get so much better, but each day I'm just...

Thanks for having me. I think that's the hardest question to answer. There's really no right answer to that. I think the best thing I can say to that is I'm doing okay. I have my harder days and I have my better days. I think each day, it doesn't get so much better, but each day I'm just...

trying my best and I think even just trying my best makes me feel that little bit better this has just been such a roller coaster of emotions and I'm really just really trying my best I don't like I said that's the hardest question to really put into words to answer