Kay Hall
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I just felt safe with him.
I was feeling so unhappy.
And so I just kept thinking of my baby and what had I done, where was he, and everything.
He was just kind and quiet and he was also cheerful.
He's a very cheerful person.
And I felt safe with him.
And when he said that to me, I knew that that was a quality I liked in a man.
He felt empathy for me, not like, oh, how could you do that?
Or looked at me, which is what I thought.
So anyway, we got married and unfortunately, very sadly, our baby was 40 weeks gestation and I went and had labour and he was born stillborn.
Yes, and we were just gutted.
And to this day we cry every time we think about it.
Didn't you, darling?
It's nothing worse than losing a baby.
Yeah, I felt very punished.
I felt like I deserved it.
You know, I was screaming and crying and crying