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Kayla Brantley

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The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

She said the freak offs became a weekly occurrence and she was given ecstasy and later cocaine to help her stay awake and perform for Diddy for days on end. But pretty quickly, she says she realized she didn't want to be involved.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

She said the freak offs became a weekly occurrence and she was given ecstasy and later cocaine to help her stay awake and perform for Diddy for days on end. But pretty quickly, she says she realized she didn't want to be involved.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

The jury was shown several stills from videos of Cassie and various escorts at freak-offs. And we should say here that the public and media in the court were unable to see these intimate photographs to protect her.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

The jury was shown several stills from videos of Cassie and various escorts at freak-offs. And we should say here that the public and media in the court were unable to see these intimate photographs to protect her.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

She said expensive scented candles would be used in the hotel rooms and as many as 10 large bottles of baby oil were poured all over her and the escort during each freak-off because Diddy liked them to appear, quote, glistening. She also recounted one occasion at the La Hermitage Hotel in Beverly Hills where a blow-up pool full of baby oil was set up for them to get into.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

She said expensive scented candles would be used in the hotel rooms and as many as 10 large bottles of baby oil were poured all over her and the escort during each freak-off because Diddy liked them to appear, quote, glistening. She also recounted one occasion at the La Hermitage Hotel in Beverly Hills where a blow-up pool full of baby oil was set up for them to get into.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Later, she said Diddy asked his assistants to bring studio lighting, lighting which changed colors in time to the music, to the freak-offs. She also said that the rooms would be left in a mess with baby oil all over the walls and all over the furniture. And sometimes hotels demanded they pay compensation because they need to be cleaned up or redecorated.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Later, she said Diddy asked his assistants to bring studio lighting, lighting which changed colors in time to the music, to the freak-offs. She also said that the rooms would be left in a mess with baby oil all over the walls and all over the furniture. And sometimes hotels demanded they pay compensation because they need to be cleaned up or redecorated.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Because it was something I hated doing. Cassie said she became addicted to opiates, which she used to come down off of the party drugs. She said she relied on them because they made her feel numb and she wanted to, quote, escape what was going on in her life. She also said she took anti-anxiety pills such as Valium and Xanax to calm her down.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Because it was something I hated doing. Cassie said she became addicted to opiates, which she used to come down off of the party drugs. She said she relied on them because they made her feel numb and she wanted to, quote, escape what was going on in her life. She also said she took anti-anxiety pills such as Valium and Xanax to calm her down.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

But she insisted she hasn't used any illegal drugs since she went into rehab and got clean in 2022.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

But she insisted she hasn't used any illegal drugs since she went into rehab and got clean in 2022.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Yeah, Cassie went on to say that the freak-offs had a damaging impact on her body and she would get mouth sores and regular painful urinary tract infections. And honestly, it's not surprising that at one point she told the jury that she felt awkward discussing such intimate details in front of a packed courtroom.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Yeah, Cassie went on to say that the freak-offs had a damaging impact on her body and she would get mouth sores and regular painful urinary tract infections. And honestly, it's not surprising that at one point she told the jury that she felt awkward discussing such intimate details in front of a packed courtroom.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Cassie also said that Diddy's desire to control her coupled with the freak-offs stifled her career. She said he wanted her to be in the studio making music, and she did make hundreds of songs, but most were never even released. And in fact, she said she only released one album despite having a 10-album deal.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Cassie also said that Diddy's desire to control her coupled with the freak-offs stifled her career. She said he wanted her to be in the studio making music, and she did make hundreds of songs, but most were never even released. And in fact, she said she only released one album despite having a 10-album deal.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Cassie said Diddy made daily comments about her appearance. He liked her to have white or French tip nails and to wear high heels. He talked about her having breast implants and made demands on how she should look.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Cassie said Diddy made daily comments about her appearance. He liked her to have white or French tip nails and to wear high heels. He talked about her having breast implants and made demands on how she should look.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Cassie also said she and Diddy visited sex clubs together in New York and one in Las Vegas called The Green Door.

The Trial: USA
“I Can’t Carry the Shame”

Cassie also said she and Diddy visited sex clubs together in New York and one in Las Vegas called The Green Door.