Kelly
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This is very morbid, but that we're all going to die.
And I started realizing... Because I grew up going to a Christian church.
And so my mom, she didn't harp on us having religion in our life.
Like, you don't have to believe in Jesus, but I'm going to show you that Jesus is a thing.
So I grew up going to church and thinking that God is real and everything.
Was a part of my OCD because every night I had to pray, like, my mom, my dad, everybody in my life has to be okay.
And if I didn't pray, I would think, like, the worst was going to happen.
So I think that was part of my OCD.
And then... So I... Then at age 13, I started thinking about it for, like, for real.
I started thinking, like, oh, my gosh.
we're all actually just gonna die one day and that is so crazy and like we're all just living on a planet
Like that's just floating around in the sky.
And you start driving yourself crazy.