Kennedy Bingham

But then you see like a girl and you're like, wow, like she looks so good.

And like –

Obviously, I cannot grow my left glute.

It will never physically be equal to my right one.

And I would look at girls and I'd be like, wow, what it would be like to have a normal looking butt again.

But then it's like, you know what?

What's the point?

It's just like we're in such different phases.

I'm sure not very many people look at me and think like that, which like I wouldn't ever want them to, but like I've learned I'm in competition with myself, like not anyone else because we're in two completely different stages of life.

We're working at two different things, goals, all of it.

And so for me, I'm just like, am I better?

Like if I can look back and be like, am I better than I was a year ago?

Absolutely.

Am I accomplishing more than I was a year ago?

Absolutely.

Am I happy?

Yes.

And like, that's what brings me joy is like being in competition with my past self and like,

That's what I've had to learn to let go.

Most of my positiveness and happiness is like, you can't look outside the box because you're always going to find something better.