Kevin D. St. Clergy

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1,074 appearances 6 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard 19 Aug

Kevin D. St. Clergy’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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And here's the sneaky part I really want you to catch.

The joke was the disguise.

Self-deprecation felt like humility, felt like confidence even, like I was so secure I could laugh at myself.

But that joke was a lock.

Every laugh I got for calling myself fat was a little reward, a little hit that reinforced the identity.

And I was training a room full of people and myself to see me as that guy.

I was paying to stay in prison and calling it a good time.

So what changed?

I didn't start with a diet.

I want you to hear that.

I did not start with macros and step counts and all the stuff I track now.

Those came later.

What I started with was the story.

I built a to-be list, not a to-do list, a to-be list.

Who am I becoming?

And I started talking about myself like that person already.

I stopped saying I'm trying to lose weight because trying is a word for people who expect to fail.

I stopped calling myself fat even as a joke, especially as a joke.

I stopped introducing my drinking like it was a fun fact about me.

I changed the identity first and the behavior followed the identity because behavior always follows identity.

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