Larry Birkhead

And we know when this is blah, blah, blah.

And she was giving me all the reasons why she shouldn't.

And there was some point about five months along and still the secret was kept and nobody knew.

And she was really worried about people knowing

but she was more worried about that she was a diet pill spokesperson for Trim Spa and that she would lose her job.

Not that they would have, and they were actually supportive when it came down to finding out about it, but she was so concerned because she was in survival mode that that was her check.

What do you mean I tell the truth and someone's gonna take my check?

So it was just, that was one of the big things.

then she started hatching a plan that she was going to actually get a camera and start filming stuff and she was going to put this on her website and make people pay for it and she was going to do her own reality show right screw the people at e you know i'm going to do my own why are they going to make money off me i'll make my own money you know that calm yeah so she did and so she put the site up and she started putting some merchandise up and stuff and like um she didn't put the videos up yet because she wasn't to that point of announcing or whatever

And I said to her, well, you don't want me to be in this.

She's like, no, I, you know, it would be fine.

But I want you to understand if you are in the press, you got to be careful what people are going to talk about, you know, and you got to be ready for it and whatever.

So.

about five months five and a half months into it she had this um really extremely bad headache and i was worried because you know she previously had seizures the night of the whole big infamous american music awards that that tape whatever she had seizures that night um i thought she was gonna have i was always on seizure watch you know and um so i i was like oh you know let me call howard and howard's like we're gonna take her to the doctor whatever well i was told

I really shouldn't go.

And by the way, you know, there was nobody at the house.

Can you help do this?

Watch the dogs do whatever.

I was like, yeah, but I was really nervous and worried about her, you know, but I knew that if I went that I could, it would be probably divulged that I was, you know, the dad or a possibility or whatever.

So eventually I was able to come to the hospital.