Larry Birkhead

Yeah, journaling.

And Howard had got her something from the gift shop.

And it had a stamp set with it.

It was like a, I don't know, like stationery.

So we put our fingerprints in it.

Each one of us did.

I was next to the father.

Howard was next to the... I don't know why I watched you say put your finger.

It was like she was like being a kid.

Let's play with this, you know?

Well, you would think.

But like that...

That diary has never been seen again.

Yeah.

I have every diary she ever wrote back to when she was little.

That diary was never seen again because I feel like paternity and people made statements.

Howard said he was the father.

If he said that and that said that, I felt like I'll...

you know whether he threw it she threw it who whatever it's it's gone you know it'll never come but i after leaving the hospital it was just like um i went back to kentucky it was it was derby weekend and i'm like i gotta fucking make some money like i like i'm having a baby i don't know if it's gonna work out if i'm gonna get visitation every other week if you know i'm gonna be in court i don't know what's happening with this whole situation but i know that i'm having a baby

Not necessarily with Anna.