Larry Birkhead

And, um, I, I was like, wait a second.

They came in and he said, Anna Nicole has died.

And I was like, I got up and I left and I went back to the apartment and, um,

I went into the bedroom and her stuff was still sitting in there.

And, and it was like, it was just, I was in shock.

And then because of,

the media always knew how to get ahold of me from my job.

There were people camped out in my house within minutes and I couldn't get out of the garage.

I couldn't leave.

I couldn't, you know, and so it, it was a whole thing where it went into like this whole just state of disbelief.

And I actually said, um,

I said, I'm going to save her.

I'm going to go get her.

I'm going to save her.

She had been announced dead, but I, in my mind, I said, no, I said, I said to myself, I can fix this because I was in fix it mode.

Like, how could you do this?

If you were an angel, you didn't, you know, there's your job's not done.

You still can fix this.

And it got to the point where it, I, you know, I literally knew she was dead, but I was thinking in my mind, I was in denial about it.

And then it became, um,