Larry Birkhead

When I photographed her, I usually had to retouch one of her hands because she had swelling in one side of her body that she took some medicine for.

She was migraines, insomnia, you name it, she had it.

And she was physically worn down like when she would do these events and she would just like that would be like, I need this time to recover.

But during the course of the relationship, I started seeing like, you're going to take this medicine, that medicine or whatever.

And when, you know, there's doctors come in or whatever.

I don't question doctors.

Well, and I found that out, you know, you know, the hard way from the different things that I experienced there.

But like, you know, there was just moments where, you know, the medications were a question.

I questioned, hey, why are you taking this?

I actually hid one.

And the medicine I hid, you know, that I was told, you know, by Howard that it could have could cause damage to the baby if you hide it.

Because I did my own like detective work and I was looking up and I or so I thought.

All the medications that a doctor gave her, you know, while she was, you know, every day she continued to take while she was pregnant.

And so I didn't care what, I won't say I didn't care.

It wasn't really my business.

A lot of times doctors would come in the house and do house calls.

I would step out of the room, just be privacy, whatever.

I knew what she was taking because a lot of times it was like they're on the bed.

I got to take this.

I got to take that.