Larry Birkhead

Then I had my mom's health issue.

She lost a lung that I had to help nurse her back to health.

Then my nephews came to live with me.

His father passed away.

So I really had kind of two kids.

Then I go from that and my sister died and I had an aunt died.

So I'd like, I've gone, I've had houses burned down that I flipped and I've got, you know, I go from one thing and as soon as I get a little piece, something else happens.

So I'm just waiting, honestly, a lot of times for something to shoot a drop or something to happen, but I haven't dedicated a lot of time to that.

And I think to be honest, when, uh, now that Daniel is in college,

I think that's when, to me, it started.

When she went to college the first day, I was like, oh, shit.

I knew that I felt good that I sacrificed and I did what I did for her, but I felt like a part of me

kind of died that day when Anna died.

And I don't mean that in a weird way, because I think a lot of people get it, because a lot of people have lost people and they love people.

What people don't understand, and the biggest problem that I have with some of the things that the haters, and you do a great job of dealing with haters, probably should get some tips.

Not that you have a lot of haters, but I'm saying, you know how to put them in their place, but like, I, you know, I, I try not to read crap, but, but I, you know, the other day, um, it was the 19th anniversary of Anna's passing.

And I was literally sick as a dog.

And I was like, you know, I didn't feel great.

the fans are always going what are you going to do that you know and sometimes you don't want to feel like you're on somebody else's schedule to grieve a certain way or whatever but I have this other tightrope thing of way of trying to make sure Anna's legacy lives on you know and and her fans feel like that she's remember you know remember properly but I was laying in bed and um

I just woke up and I turned on the television and the Naked Gun was on with Anna in it.