Leah

Like I had no problem just cutting it and acknowledging that that was the decision.

Whereas in this relationship, I'm feeling this like gravity to keep going back, even though...

I feel like and I think that's what I'm kind of grappling with now is like this fear to fully commit in back into this relationship and when to trust that.

Like I want to have we've talked about maybe having another kid together or like even moving in.

We don't live together right now, but I'm struggling with how to trust my gut, I guess, in a relationship and not.

We're up in Canada, so it's a bit different up there.

But yeah.

Definitely.

Yeah, that's exactly what we've come to lately, recently.

Yeah, that's good.

I think I've definitely struggled with that for sure.

Yeah.

Yeah.

So, yeah, I think he struggled with because I would I was always hyper aware that I was coming across as like, I know better than you.

And so I was always like, if I'm doing something or saying something or pushing too far in the wrong direction, like, please let me know.

But he would always be like, oh, no, it's fine.

Like what you're doing is helpful.

It's fine.

But, yeah.

Mm-hmm.