Leona Macken

You know, but I could feel a spall then.

And I was like, oh, God, what is this?

And then I went in in January and I sat down with the nurse and I was like, something's not right.

And I was like, I need someone to see this.

So I was like, can I please just see a consultant?

So the consultant came in and felt my stomach and they were like, we need an urgent CT scan.

I just knew it was all kicking off again, like, you know, so I got the CT scan and I got the biopsy done all within about two weeks.

The biopsy was so painful.

And then I just went in and that was the appointment that just tore us apart, like...

And me and Alan went in and the atmosphere in the room alone was just, I just knew what was coming, you know.

So I sat down and they were like, yeah, it's back.

And I was sorry.

Sorry.

And I was like, they were like in stage four and

I was like, okay, can I do chemotherapy again, you know?

And they were like,

possibly they were like, we don't know yet.

And I just said like, how much time do I have?

Like there was so much I wanted to ask at the time, but it was like words just wouldn't come out.

So I just said like, how much time do I have?