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Hi, friends. Change of drink over here on the side. I got a little piece of wine. I got into the wine thing recently. I never understood it my whole life. I'm like, what is this obsession people have with wine? I don't get it. If we're drinking, let's get drunk. I'd rather take a shot than drink all this liquid. I guess I grew into it. I'm 27 now. I like the wine thing. It's nice.

Hi, friends. Change of drink over here on the side. I got a little piece of wine. I got into the wine thing recently. I never understood it my whole life. I'm like, what is this obsession people have with wine? I don't get it. If we're drinking, let's get drunk. I'd rather take a shot than drink all this liquid. I guess I grew into it. I'm 27 now. I like the wine thing. It's nice.

but hello hi friends i have a lot to talk about this week my soul's real chatty there's so much that's been happening and like unlocking i have a story about a house that i went to tour by accident and the amount of synchronicities that lined up you're gonna gag i'm gonna talk about like how i trust my soul and hear it and like the things that line up with it too and also like disappointments because it didn't go how i thought it was gonna win but we'll get there ah okay what do we want to hit first

but hello hi friends i have a lot to talk about this week my soul's real chatty there's so much that's been happening and like unlocking i have a story about a house that i went to tour by accident and the amount of synchronicities that lined up you're gonna gag i'm gonna talk about like how i trust my soul and hear it and like the things that line up with it too and also like disappointments because it didn't go how i thought it was gonna win but we'll get there ah okay what do we want to hit first

Let's say performative personalities. That's something that's been irking the hell out of me is especially performative masculinity. But people's personalities and when they're being performative, it's one of the most like, what is it called? Off-putting. And like, it's the thing that makes me want to push people away the most is when I see you performing.

Let's say performative personalities. That's something that's been irking the hell out of me is especially performative masculinity. But people's personalities and when they're being performative, it's one of the most like, what is it called? Off-putting. And like, it's the thing that makes me want to push people away the most is when I see you performing.

And with performative masculinity, that is running rampant in society and and I wanna bash my head into the wall. Like, it's not that bad. I wanna bash their head into the wall. But for me, my whole life, I think it might have to do with being gay, and I know a lot of gay people will relate to this, and especially women.

And with performative masculinity, that is running rampant in society and and I wanna bash my head into the wall. Like, it's not that bad. I wanna bash their head into the wall. But for me, my whole life, I think it might have to do with being gay, and I know a lot of gay people will relate to this, and especially women.

All women will understand this and get it, but I've always felt weird around men. There's only been a couple of men who I've felt comfortable around, but the whole performative masculinity thing, I see it and the way that it's been breaking down in my mind is it relates to the whole thing of like me having a little spiritual experience of a partner that I'm supposed to meet, a guy.

All women will understand this and get it, but I've always felt weird around men. There's only been a couple of men who I've felt comfortable around, but the whole performative masculinity thing, I see it and the way that it's been breaking down in my mind is it relates to the whole thing of like me having a little spiritual experience of a partner that I'm supposed to meet, a guy.

I talked about it in the last episode. You need to watch these in order because shit's nuts. But since opening up to a relationship, not that I've met the guy, but like opening up to the possibility of a relationship, the type of guy that I'm going to need is masculine, like truly masculine, not masculine where he's performing it. That's the type thing that makes me feel very uncomfortable.

I talked about it in the last episode. You need to watch these in order because shit's nuts. But since opening up to a relationship, not that I've met the guy, but like opening up to the possibility of a relationship, the type of guy that I'm going to need is masculine, like truly masculine, not masculine where he's performing it. That's the type thing that makes me feel very uncomfortable.

And it's like that fragile sense of a man where you feel like you have to dole yourself or like pull back and draw back. And that's how it feels like for me personally. I always get weird around men. Well, I used to. And I always thought it was about being gay. And it's not. Straight men are supposed to be the more masculine ones. In every situation.

And it's like that fragile sense of a man where you feel like you have to dole yourself or like pull back and draw back. And that's how it feels like for me personally. I always get weird around men. Well, I used to. And I always thought it was about being gay. And it's not. Straight men are supposed to be the more masculine ones. In every situation.

That's the way everybody just kind of assumes it's going to go. I'm the opposite of that. I'm always the more masculine one. Even though I'll siss it up. But you make a joke. Make a hee hee ha ha. Anytime I'm around men. It's so obvious. And it's not just that I look and am built a certain way. That's part of it. I'm 6'7". I'm muscular. I'm a fucking asshole.

That's the way everybody just kind of assumes it's going to go. I'm the opposite of that. I'm always the more masculine one. Even though I'll siss it up. But you make a joke. Make a hee hee ha ha. Anytime I'm around men. It's so obvious. And it's not just that I look and am built a certain way. That's part of it. I'm 6'7". I'm muscular. I'm a fucking asshole.

And everybody feels safe with me because they know I'll protect them physically. Financially, I pay for my girls. When I'm out with my girlfriends, they don't pay for nothing. I make men feel very, very threatened because I'm gay, right? But I do not let my responsibilities as a man slip or fall. And that is the mind fuck. And it's always caused this weird like...

And everybody feels safe with me because they know I'll protect them physically. Financially, I pay for my girls. When I'm out with my girlfriends, they don't pay for nothing. I make men feel very, very threatened because I'm gay, right? But I do not let my responsibilities as a man slip or fall. And that is the mind fuck. And it's always caused this weird like...

dynamic with other men it's like i always felt so uncomfortable and had to dim myself down or like dull it down a little bit or at times i felt like in the past years ago i would have to like siss it up extra so they felt less intimidated or would be less weird but the reason when i say dull it down is My issue with masculinity is always because of a connection that I have.

dynamic with other men it's like i always felt so uncomfortable and had to dim myself down or like dull it down a little bit or at times i felt like in the past years ago i would have to like siss it up extra so they felt less intimidated or would be less weird but the reason when i say dull it down is My issue with masculinity is always because of a connection that I have.