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And feel safe to do that. They have to like be doing shit or like stress out mentally. So they feel like they're being productive. It's like performative productivity and performative stress. And then that unlocked like the whole performative masculinity thing. And truly masculine people are not going to be intimidated by other men.

And feel safe to do that. They have to like be doing shit or like stress out mentally. So they feel like they're being productive. It's like performative productivity and performative stress. And then that unlocked like the whole performative masculinity thing. And truly masculine people are not going to be intimidated by other men.

And that's something I had to realize with the guy that I'm going to be with. Whoa, I just said that by accident. It is gonna happen. My body knows it. The guy I'm going to be with, I can't have that energy shift when I meet him. And I have to not have my energy shift preparing for other people's bullshit. It's like true masculinity is going to stand there and it's not going to waver.

And that's something I had to realize with the guy that I'm going to be with. Whoa, I just said that by accident. It is gonna happen. My body knows it. The guy I'm going to be with, I can't have that energy shift when I meet him. And I have to not have my energy shift preparing for other people's bullshit. It's like true masculinity is going to stand there and it's not going to waver.

I'm going to be who I am. And I've been doing that. I am who I am. And no matter what room I walk in, I don't chameleon myself anymore. I used to do that all the time. Like if I walked into a room and nobody knew me, I would chameleon like I was straight just to feel out the vibe of the room before. You let it be known or before you do something because people do treat you different if you're gay.

I'm going to be who I am. And I've been doing that. I am who I am. And no matter what room I walk in, I don't chameleon myself anymore. I used to do that all the time. Like if I walked into a room and nobody knew me, I would chameleon like I was straight just to feel out the vibe of the room before. You let it be known or before you do something because people do treat you different if you're gay.

You got to hide it a little. I used to feel like I did. But the more that I've just relaxed into it and I don't give a damn. I'm not shifting my energy. True masculinity don't shift. It's like I look at it like being a lighthouse. Like you stand in there. I'm a stand and I'm a shine my little light. And no matter what wave crashes into me, I'm still shining my little light. I don't give a damn.

You got to hide it a little. I used to feel like I did. But the more that I've just relaxed into it and I don't give a damn. I'm not shifting my energy. True masculinity don't shift. It's like I look at it like being a lighthouse. Like you stand in there. I'm a stand and I'm a shine my little light. And no matter what wave crashes into me, I'm still shining my little light. I don't give a damn.

I'm not falling down. So whoever wants to fight about it, get mad about it, cry bitch. But I've noticed the interactions that I'm having with men in life now are not so ego driven. I'm not like flaring up people's like performative masculinity because I make them feel safe to just like chill out. Cause I'm not rigid. I guess I'm not being like performative or, It's not even being performative.

I'm not falling down. So whoever wants to fight about it, get mad about it, cry bitch. But I've noticed the interactions that I'm having with men in life now are not so ego driven. I'm not like flaring up people's like performative masculinity because I make them feel safe to just like chill out. Cause I'm not rigid. I guess I'm not being like performative or, It's not even being performative.

It's like, I'm not putting a wall up just like for protection. It's like, I'm just being myself and letting the truth of me be shown. If I intimidate you, so be it. Am I about them? It's not intentional. And I think that's the thing now where it's like very clear. It's like, I just relax. I'm good. It's not intentional. If I intimidate somebody, they're inspired to ask questions.

It's like, I'm not putting a wall up just like for protection. It's like, I'm just being myself and letting the truth of me be shown. If I intimidate you, so be it. Am I about them? It's not intentional. And I think that's the thing now where it's like very clear. It's like, I just relax. I'm good. It's not intentional. If I intimidate somebody, they're inspired to ask questions.

It's like so weird. The shift that's happened and how quick it mirrors and the external. Weird boots. But one more thing I want to talk about. Random as hell. And then we're going to get into the story about the house. Oh, my God. I don't know how to really word this. It's like goes along with the performative kind of trend that I've been noticing. It's like performative victimhood.

It's like so weird. The shift that's happened and how quick it mirrors and the external. Weird boots. But one more thing I want to talk about. Random as hell. And then we're going to get into the story about the house. Oh, my God. I don't know how to really word this. It's like goes along with the performative kind of trend that I've been noticing. It's like performative victimhood.

And it's not performative like you're a victim, you're a crybaby bitch. It's like, just an example. Someone who is in a bad relationship or they're in a toxic relationship. Let me use the example. Me and you are both friends with somebody. Let's name them... Fiona, I don't know, Fiona, she gonna be a dumb ass. Okay, he goes, Fiona, she's in a toxic relationship.

And it's not performative like you're a victim, you're a crybaby bitch. It's like, just an example. Someone who is in a bad relationship or they're in a toxic relationship. Let me use the example. Me and you are both friends with somebody. Let's name them... Fiona, I don't know, Fiona, she gonna be a dumb ass. Okay, he goes, Fiona, she's in a toxic relationship.

Or Fiona, it could be a guy, it could be a girl, who cares? Fiona's over here in a toxic relationship. We're all three friends. Me and you are over here watching this shit be so awful. And she comes to us about her problems. She is always talking about how bad it is, but how much she loves this person she's with. So she just keeps going back.

Or Fiona, it could be a guy, it could be a girl, who cares? Fiona's over here in a toxic relationship. We're all three friends. Me and you are over here watching this shit be so awful. And she comes to us about her problems. She is always talking about how bad it is, but how much she loves this person she's with. So she just keeps going back.

And every time she goes back, she gets hurt, and then we have to pick her up and be there for her. Her sense of connection to us is to do with being the damsel in distress. So, Miss Fiona over here. It's like Fiona keeps running into the deep end of the pool and she don't know how to swim. And me and you are sitting here. We trying to have a beach day. We trying to relax. We trying to tan.

And every time she goes back, she gets hurt, and then we have to pick her up and be there for her. Her sense of connection to us is to do with being the damsel in distress. So, Miss Fiona over here. It's like Fiona keeps running into the deep end of the pool and she don't know how to swim. And me and you are sitting here. We trying to have a beach day. We trying to relax. We trying to tan.