Lewis Howes

There was no one to rely on.

It was like I had to step up into becoming somewhat of a man for myself at that point in terms of like, okay, I've got to learn how to make money.

I've got to learn how to do my taxes.

I've got to learn how to do these things.

I can't just ask my dad for money as a 22-year-old anymore.

And so in a way, it gave me courage and permission to kind of do the thing that I'm doing now.

I don't think I'd be doing what I'm doing if he didn't get in that accident then.

I don't think I would have the courage.

And so in some ways, I think it was meant to happen.

Wow.

And before he left, the day before he left, I was sitting with him, and there was something off about him.

It was really weird.

I'd never seen this.

And it was almost like he knew this was going to happen.

Wow.

And he told me before he left, I'm going to go on a spiritual journey.

and it was kind of weird because i was like huh okay yeah have fun dad like you're going to new zealand you've wanted to do this for a while he's like yeah but i'm going to take my books i'm going to practice and when i go deeper into my books on a spiritual journey bible and the science and health which was practicing christian science at the time i was like i hope you have a great time um and so when i got the call that he got in his accident i was like

Yeah, I think he predicted this.

And we all needed to go on this kind of spiritual journey in this material world when this happened.

But it's been interesting since his passing because it feels weird not being able to know that my father is here.