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And I mean, yeah, ladybugs fly, but that's really high up.

Yeah.

You know, especially for it to be a lot of girl shows.

That's a really high up.

Girl, shut up.

No, but it is high up for a ladybug.

But it is for a ladybug supply, right?

Yeah, yeah.

So even with that stuff, I'm like, how does that even happen if that really is what's happening?

It's like, is your spirit turning into the butterfly and then you fly back up there and metamorph back into it?

I don't know what be going on.

Because remember, it is a lot though.

Because it was a time where I kept having dreams about my mom.

And I knew when it was really hard because I was always having dreams.

When I was talking to her, we would always be in my house in orange.

Yeah.

and i would feel some type of way when i woke up it was like i could like it felt like it was so real versus when i would just have like a dream about her because i was just thinking about her i would just wake up and it was just like oh i had a dream about my mom versus like every time i would be like in orange in our house and it was like we were talking so it's like you wonder what is what is the other what is over there what's in the upper room i don't want to find out no time i don't

I don't want to find out no time soon either, but it's just, it is things that I think about because we have loved ones that are there.

Like people that were really close to us.

Like your mom, my dad.