Liliana

The shape of it is really weird.

I could kind of visualize a shape in my brain.

I was like, it's like arrow shaped.

It's got something on the end that's kind of jutting out like that.

But I didn't know what it was.

Because when it came to bodies and their terms, we weren't even allowed to talk about our bodies.

The term vagina, like...

Never heard that before.

In my house, it was called a tutu.

Don't know why.

And also, I was an aspiring dancer.

Like, dance has always been my favorite thing.

So when I was really young, I had this ballet lesson for little girls on a VHS.

And I would watch it and I was like, I want to be a ballerina.

I can do that you know and I was just so proud that I could get my body to do the things that they were doing so I was like I want to be a dancer and I still feel that way today like I just want to be a dancer because it's it's always made me feel good in my body so my parents were like well we're not going to get you lessons per se but we'll get you like you know DDR that game was fun just dance games I always loved those and stuff like that and then I had like you know little leotards and my little tutus and stuff so I could I could pretend essentially

So to go around and, you know, talk about tutu is like nobody knows what I'm talking about, you know.

But yeah, so if I didn't even know my own body, how would I know his, you know?

So I was just like, I remember after I was like, that was not your finger.

Like, what was that?

You know, I was like, tell me right now.