Liliana
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
And when I came home from school, she left it open on the page where I wrote about him raping me, except I was only six years old, so I didn't know what I was writing.
And what I wrote was, I hate Austin.
I didn't even say dad.
I said, I hate Austin, period.
I want him out of my life, period.
That's what I wrote.
And she left it open on that page and I came home and saw it.
And for the first time in months, I spoke.
I said, why would you do that?
I remember I was so angry.
I wanted to like, I wanted to kick her in the shit or something like, but instead all I could manage was just, why would you do that?
And she was like, you know, I could see in her face like, oh my gosh, you're talking.
Like, she was like, you weren't talking to anyone, honey.
And I was just like,
I just went up to my room.
I didn't even say anything else because because now it's like now I can't even even my journal.
I can't I can't fucking have my journal.
Like it was just awful, awful.