Liliana

I don't know how to describe it.

It's really weird.

and and to just watch watch myself you know do all the stuff he would come in and get me and i would just get out of bed and follow him to the bedroom like and i just watched myself do that did he do it to your siblings he did sexually abuse my siblings i'm the only one that he penetrated but i i will say that he did sexually abuse my siblings i i don't really want to give details because that's that's theirs but i do know that he was sexually abusing them as well

But yeah, so I stopped talking to everyone and people started to get worried.

My mom was like, gosh, what's wrong with her?

Something's wrong because this was so drastically different.

Like I was a dancer.

I wanted to take a video of me and I love to play dress up.

I can go to the grocery store in my little Snow White dress.

I don't care.

But then I became very withdrawn, very insecure, didn't want to talk to anyone.

And instead of like...

Doing some research.

Read a book.

You love reading books.

Read a freaking book about child behavior or something.

Or look online or take me to a doctor or something to figure out what happened.

But she didn't.

Instead, what she did was...

She, while I was away at school, she read my diary.