Liliana

Like my worst memory that I have, I must have like blacked out, forgot about it.

But in California, before he started like raping me and stuff, there was a night where I was laying in bed pretending to be asleep.

And he lifted up my nightgown and I'm only sharing this because it's my worst memory.

I kind of daydream about my mom finding this and watching it or something.

And so I'm like, yeah, you're going to hear my worst memory.

Sorry, you have no choice.

But my worst memory, I'm laying in bed and I'm pretending to be asleep and he comes in

And he's standing over me and I'm like, yeah, just keep pretending to be asleep.

He's just checking on me.

And he slowly pulls the blanket down and he slowly lifts my nightgown up.

And I'm just, again, I'm like, I'm not supposed to feel this.

I'm asleep.

So I'm just laying there.

Then all of a sudden, really, really quickly, like he was moving slow.

And then all of a sudden, really quickly,

He takes my underwear, moves it, grabs my vagina, opens it with his hands and then just like face in it, just going to town.

And I was just like immediately just rolled over like my heart was pounding.

All I could all I could hear was my heart pounding in my ears.

And I was just like, what was that?

Like nobody had ever done anything like that to me before.