Liliana
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Like it was just horrifying.
Like to this day, like sometimes I'll get a flashback of it.
And that like it literally makes me like sick to my stomach, like
Sometimes I will go and make myself throw up just to relieve the nausea I feel when I think about that.
I've been around a lot of people sexually, and nobody has ever handled my genitalia that rough before.
And I was a child.
It's just disgusting.
You're disgusting.
And I remember like he would wake me up doing that stuff.
And then he would go and have sex with my mom.
And it was always like really loud.
So it was like he would wake me up and then essentially just make me listen to him having sex with my mom.
It was just like really weird.
But yeah, so I started having my sister sleep with me and he would wake me up.
And I just always was like, well, at least it's not them.
That was just the only thing I cared about.
At least it's not them.