Lily Collins

Well, I've never had someone... other than Charlie witnessed me in that state, probably because I've never felt comfortable enough to be in that state knowing that that person's not gonna leave.

Well, I've never had someone... other than Charlie witnessed me in that state, probably because I've never felt comfortable enough to be in that state knowing that that person's not gonna leave.

So I've probably existed in that panic or those moments of being triggered and I've probably shut down before, but I shut down and didn't feel the feelings because I was afraid that if I did, they would see me in a different way And they'd leave. Absolutely. That's you're crazy. You're crazy. You're crazy. A hundred percent. I'm like, oh, they're never going to want to see this.

So I've probably existed in that panic or those moments of being triggered and I've probably shut down before, but I shut down and didn't feel the feelings because I was afraid that if I did, they would see me in a different way And they'd leave. Absolutely. That's you're crazy. You're crazy. You're crazy. A hundred percent. I'm like, oh, they're never going to want to see this.

So I've probably existed in that panic or those moments of being triggered and I've probably shut down before, but I shut down and didn't feel the feelings because I was afraid that if I did, they would see me in a different way And they'd leave. Absolutely. That's you're crazy. You're crazy. You're crazy. A hundred percent. I'm like, oh, they're never going to want to see this.

So is that what you mean by hibernating? Yeah, I freeze. So it's like a fight or flight. It's like a deer in the headlights, freeze. Apparently my eyes go quite big. And I just have this look on my face where I don't have the words to articulate what I need to say. My brain moves so fast. I'm thinking all the time to the point of exhaustion sometimes.

So is that what you mean by hibernating? Yeah, I freeze. So it's like a fight or flight. It's like a deer in the headlights, freeze. Apparently my eyes go quite big. And I just have this look on my face where I don't have the words to articulate what I need to say. My brain moves so fast. I'm thinking all the time to the point of exhaustion sometimes.

So is that what you mean by hibernating? Yeah, I freeze. So it's like a fight or flight. It's like a deer in the headlights, freeze. Apparently my eyes go quite big. And I just have this look on my face where I don't have the words to articulate what I need to say. My brain moves so fast. I'm thinking all the time to the point of exhaustion sometimes.

And that's something I'm also working on because I have these like voices where I'm just always kind of talking out scenarios. And so if... something happens where I get triggered and I start feeling something, my initial instinct or reaction is,

And that's something I'm also working on because I have these like voices where I'm just always kind of talking out scenarios. And so if... something happens where I get triggered and I start feeling something, my initial instinct or reaction is,

And that's something I'm also working on because I have these like voices where I'm just always kind of talking out scenarios. And so if... something happens where I get triggered and I start feeling something, my initial instinct or reaction is,

I need to think about this to exhaustion before I can find the words to articulate to Charlie or to somebody because they may not understand until I can actually eloquently articulate in paragraph form what I need to say.

I need to think about this to exhaustion before I can find the words to articulate to Charlie or to somebody because they may not understand until I can actually eloquently articulate in paragraph form what I need to say.

I need to think about this to exhaustion before I can find the words to articulate to Charlie or to somebody because they may not understand until I can actually eloquently articulate in paragraph form what I need to say.

And I'm so used to having to kind of have the perfect words to say it. So I will wait. an hour, a day, a week, you know what? Maybe I won't even get back to it and it'll just pass.

And I'm so used to having to kind of have the perfect words to say it. So I will wait. an hour, a day, a week, you know what? Maybe I won't even get back to it and it'll just pass.

And I'm so used to having to kind of have the perfect words to say it. So I will wait. an hour, a day, a week, you know what? Maybe I won't even get back to it and it'll just pass.

And so I think, I think I've, I've had these moments in the past, but never felt like I was in a safe enough place to show it in the moment or the person wasn't as aware nor knew me well enough to see that look and know that there's something happening. So when I'm in one of those moments and It is so clear to Charlie who can read me like a book and he calls it out in the moment. Calls it out.

And so I think, I think I've, I've had these moments in the past, but never felt like I was in a safe enough place to show it in the moment or the person wasn't as aware nor knew me well enough to see that look and know that there's something happening. So when I'm in one of those moments and It is so clear to Charlie who can read me like a book and he calls it out in the moment. Calls it out.

And so I think, I think I've, I've had these moments in the past, but never felt like I was in a safe enough place to show it in the moment or the person wasn't as aware nor knew me well enough to see that look and know that there's something happening. So when I'm in one of those moments and It is so clear to Charlie who can read me like a book and he calls it out in the moment. Calls it out.