Louis Tomlinson

I knew why she was telling me.

She was telling me because she would have hated something that she, something that had happened to her affect my career and my life as a person.

I would do it again for her.

That's, I don't think I'll ever have a more challenging time in my life than those three and a half minutes on stage.

I did it only for her.

I didn't, I didn't, it's not something I look back on and go, I'm really,

Proud.

I am proud that I did that, but that you almost say those kind of things when you want to do something, right?

I'm really proud that I did that.

That wasn't, it felt like it was taken out of my hands.

I didn't want her to have that guilt, but it was the last thing in the world I wanted to do.

Like, obviously, like I just, it was, it was horrible.

And also the song alluded to, the song was called Just Hold On.

It's weird how empowering those moments are.

I can sit here now and comfortably say that the chance, now obviously they could, but the chances of my life being as dark as it was in those three minutes alone, like I would be desperately unlucky to ever be in a situation like that again, where I was so young, I was in a situation where, as you said, all the timing was, and then I felt like I'd...

you know, been encouraged to go on stage, but it wasn't really something that I did, that I wanted to do.

It puts everything into perspective, you know?

So like, like nothing's going to get as hard as that.

So I think it, there's, there's times where my job will weigh me down even like today, you know, not today, but I mean, in this current head.

And yeah,