Louis Tomlinson

There was too much to do for me family where

it gave me something to do.

It gave me a true purpose.

It gave me a reason in the darkest days to get out of bed and confidently get out of bed.

Because there was stuff that needed to be done.

And at that time, my sisters were so, so, so young.

And I was so terrified of what kind of effect that would have on them, you know, growing up.

And luckily, they impressed me every day.

They're amazing, amazing women.

My role felt like...

the strong one in that situation.

And someone who's willing to give someone, you know, Daisy had called me and she'd be really upset.

And by the end of the call, she can just see the glimpse of a glass half full.

That was my job, you know.

The grief became less relevant because of the need to look after everyone else.

Like sometimes you might get asked like, you know, what advice would you give to people with grief?

It's just an impossible question to answer just because I'm still feeling it.

And the interesting thing about that is you could spend two weeks with me and you never knew me and you never knew my life story.

Never in a million years would you think, I don't carry myself like that.

I'm not someone who's down the dumps like that.