Louis Tomlinson

But it's still there.

It will never go away.

What are the symptoms of it still being there?

There is like this air of, I suppose, air of unpredictable.

This feeling of

And that's sometimes where my positivity comes from too.

Like things could change tomorrow.

So I suppose that is, and that kind of jeopardy and that kind of idea, that's how I would interpret it.

Because for any grief that I've experienced, it has been relatively quick.

I haven't really had a lot of time to compute these kind of ideas.

Does that create a certain anxiety with life and a certain worry for life that, you know, if the foundations are uncertain and bad news can arrive at any moment, one would, you know, that seems like the breeding ground of worry and anxiety.

I actually wrote that down earlier because when we were speaking earlier, you said, I wasn't a worrier back then when you're talking about your childhood.

Yeah, I didn't used to be a worrier.

Now, I'm sure most people can say that, right?

Your worry levels, or at least for most people, you have less worry when you're younger.

You haven't quite understood all your emotions yet, really.

Do you have anxiety?

Do you struggle with it?

Yeah, I experience it all the time.

Is it something that kind of controls me?