Lucy

Like, I know I definitely need to calm that part down.

Like, I don't know how to, like, I guess casual date.

Like, once I match with someone, my thoughts immediately go to, like,

well, this is it then, like, I like, like, he looks nice, he has, like, his prompts sound like he has good hobbies, like, I'm gonna, like, just put all my eggs in his basket type thing, where, like, I want to be able to casually be like, oh, yeah, I matched someone, go on a couple dates, nothing really comes out of it, and that's fine,

But my headspace going into dates and stuff isn't like that.

And I know that needs to change.

Cause yeah, I think like when I meet like these nice guys and then I don't like them back, like, yeah, I'm so hard on myself.

Like what is wrong with me?

Like, it's a nice guy in front of me.

Like, why can't I just like get over it and like him back?

Yeah.

Cause like when I'm alone, sometimes I do get lonely and I'm like, I do want to be in a relationship now.

And then I meet a nice guy and I decide he laughed too hard.

And then I'm like, well, there has to be something wrong with me because.

I do, I say I want this and I do feel like I do.

Okay.

It does make me feel better because I really, really thought like I'm the issue.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Okay.