Lucy

She was my nanny and would take care of me. It was probably the only reason I felt loved as a child. I mean, she really loved me. Like she was extremely affectionate. She would cuddle me. You know, she would watch her soap operas. So I would watch Days of Our Lives with her. And we would just hang out.

She was my nanny and would take care of me. It was probably the only reason I felt loved as a child. I mean, she really loved me. Like she was extremely affectionate. She would cuddle me. You know, she would watch her soap operas. So I would watch Days of Our Lives with her. And we would just hang out.

And I just felt very comfortable with her to the point that I would beg her to take me with her when she would leave. And I think it's also important to understand that I still wanted my mom. Like I wanted my mom to be my mom. I would cry when she would leave, but it was like I was homesick for a home that didn't exist. But that's how I felt my whole life.

And I just felt very comfortable with her to the point that I would beg her to take me with her when she would leave. And I think it's also important to understand that I still wanted my mom. Like I wanted my mom to be my mom. I would cry when she would leave, but it was like I was homesick for a home that didn't exist. But that's how I felt my whole life.

And I just felt very comfortable with her to the point that I would beg her to take me with her when she would leave. And I think it's also important to understand that I still wanted my mom. Like I wanted my mom to be my mom. I would cry when she would leave, but it was like I was homesick for a home that didn't exist. But that's how I felt my whole life.

And I think that that's the wound that I'm just now kind of healing. So when I was little, these are my earliest memories, I would play with this girl named Lauren. And she was my best friend. I can't imagine not having had her in my childhood. I mean, we would play together all day. We would play in the backyard. We rode our bikes together on the island all the time.

And I think that that's the wound that I'm just now kind of healing. So when I was little, these are my earliest memories, I would play with this girl named Lauren. And she was my best friend. I can't imagine not having had her in my childhood. I mean, we would play together all day. We would play in the backyard. We rode our bikes together on the island all the time.

And I think that that's the wound that I'm just now kind of healing. So when I was little, these are my earliest memories, I would play with this girl named Lauren. And she was my best friend. I can't imagine not having had her in my childhood. I mean, we would play together all day. We would play in the backyard. We rode our bikes together on the island all the time.

And we would just be chatting the whole time. We would play in the sandbox. We'd swing together. My dad had built like a really cool tree fort. We would hang out in there. And I had a carousel horse that my grandmother made and painted that was set on springs. And I would bounce on that thing and just talk to her, talk to Lauren and play with her the whole time.

And we would just be chatting the whole time. We would play in the sandbox. We'd swing together. My dad had built like a really cool tree fort. We would hang out in there. And I had a carousel horse that my grandmother made and painted that was set on springs. And I would bounce on that thing and just talk to her, talk to Lauren and play with her the whole time.

And we would just be chatting the whole time. We would play in the sandbox. We'd swing together. My dad had built like a really cool tree fort. We would hang out in there. And I had a carousel horse that my grandmother made and painted that was set on springs. And I would bounce on that thing and just talk to her, talk to Lauren and play with her the whole time.

We would play in my room, we would listen to music together, and then we'd have sleepovers. Lauren seemed to be my age. She had short brown hair, had slight freckling, vaguely, and green eyes. She was very funny. She was really funny. And she was very... silly and allowed me, I was kind of a serious kid in some ways. And so I think having her to play with allowed me to be silly.

We would play in my room, we would listen to music together, and then we'd have sleepovers. Lauren seemed to be my age. She had short brown hair, had slight freckling, vaguely, and green eyes. She was very funny. She was really funny. And she was very... silly and allowed me, I was kind of a serious kid in some ways. And so I think having her to play with allowed me to be silly.

We would play in my room, we would listen to music together, and then we'd have sleepovers. Lauren seemed to be my age. She had short brown hair, had slight freckling, vaguely, and green eyes. She was very funny. She was really funny. And she was very... silly and allowed me, I was kind of a serious kid in some ways. And so I think having her to play with allowed me to be silly.

And my siblings are so much older than me that I think I would have felt very alone if I hadn't had her. She reassured me. She validated me. Being the daughter of my mom was very invalidating to my existence at times. And so I felt like my existence was enough because of Lauren. She was just my constant companion. I remember it was like I was processing life with her.

And my siblings are so much older than me that I think I would have felt very alone if I hadn't had her. She reassured me. She validated me. Being the daughter of my mom was very invalidating to my existence at times. And so I felt like my existence was enough because of Lauren. She was just my constant companion. I remember it was like I was processing life with her.

And my siblings are so much older than me that I think I would have felt very alone if I hadn't had her. She reassured me. She validated me. Being the daughter of my mom was very invalidating to my existence at times. And so I felt like my existence was enough because of Lauren. She was just my constant companion. I remember it was like I was processing life with her.

So one day when I was around four, I was doing the typical thing that I would do with her, which I was riding my bike and we were outside and it was a beautiful day. I was having a great time and she asked me to do her a favor. And that was not typical. Normally, it was just me and Lauren having fun and playing games. And I was like, a favor? What do you want me to do?

So one day when I was around four, I was doing the typical thing that I would do with her, which I was riding my bike and we were outside and it was a beautiful day. I was having a great time and she asked me to do her a favor. And that was not typical. Normally, it was just me and Lauren having fun and playing games. And I was like, a favor? What do you want me to do?

So one day when I was around four, I was doing the typical thing that I would do with her, which I was riding my bike and we were outside and it was a beautiful day. I was having a great time and she asked me to do her a favor. And that was not typical. Normally, it was just me and Lauren having fun and playing games. And I was like, a favor? What do you want me to do?