Lucy

Like there was a guy who is real.

He like was really religious, went to,

church every Sunday, and that's, like, not my lifestyle, so, like, some stuff is legit reasons, but, um, some guys I didn't even meet, and it was, like, a text they sent, where, like, one guy was, like, we hadn't met yet, but he was, like, oh, it's a rainy afternoon, like, I wish I could come cuddle you, and I was, like, cuddle, we haven't met yet, um,

um not really okay like every date i've been on i was kind of like either in the middle of it i was like i want to leave or like i just had no interest there was like one date i went on where i really liked the guy and then he told me afterwards like i'm not interested okay but other than that and i guess what was what did that feel like i mean other than like obviously not fun but did that like really upset you or were you kind of like okay fair enough

I was kind of like, okay, fair enough.

The way he worded it, he was like, I feel like I'm too busy to date right now.

Which I was like, okay, that's fair.

But we have mutuals, so we follow each other on Instagram and stuff.

So I see him posting with other friends, or I've seen him on Hinge again.

So I think that was just an excuse.

Which that part made me feel bad, but him rejecting me didn't really...

Like, I just find that, like, when I get close to them, which is, like, when I decide, like, we're not right.

But, like, I don't want to be doing that.

So I just need, like.

I mean, physically and, like, emotionally, I guess.

Like, the last guy, like, we talked for a couple months.

And, like, the first two, three months, like.

we were like dating like normal, like multiple dates a week.

Like I made the first move to kiss him.

Like I was super into it.