Lucy

But then he invited me to his house to meet his dogs.

And he was like, you know, I'm very like, I keep things close to my chest.

Like, to be honest, no one's ever met my dogs, but my family, like this is a big step for me.

And when he said that, like immediately, I was like, this isn't for me anymore.

When like,

there was nothing really about him that I shouldn't have liked.

And, like, I felt her chemistry and everything was really good.

And it's just, like, yeah, kind of been that, like, every time the guy wants to, like, introduce me to his friends or, like, get closer, that's when I pull away.

I don't know.

Like, I was in a relationship, like, about a year and a half ago.

And it ended kind of badly.

Like he cheated on me with his ex-girlfriend and stuff, which sucked.

And like, I was obviously very heartbroken and sad, but I don't feel like I'm like scared to be like heartbroken again.

Like, I don't think that's,

Like I learned a lot from that.

I learned I have like a good group of people around me that can help me.

So like during the last relationship, I was like, I guess pretty unhappy, but like I didn't want to be alone in a sense.

Yeah.

So I like just put up with it.

And like my anxiety got really bad during the relationship.