Lucy

When I prayed or hoped that, you know, she wouldn't have another baby when the baby did die, when Lauren did die. Mom was already very mentally unwell, but I think losing Lauren completely just like cracked her open. And she blamed Jennifer for Lauren's death. She blamed a four or five year old little girl and it completely shattered my sister. She said that she just didn't want a sibling.

When I prayed or hoped that, you know, she wouldn't have another baby when the baby did die, when Lauren did die. Mom was already very mentally unwell, but I think losing Lauren completely just like cracked her open. And she blamed Jennifer for Lauren's death. She blamed a four or five year old little girl and it completely shattered my sister. She said that she just didn't want a sibling.

So, I mean, I remember when my mom told me that she was pregnant with our little brother, I was also really upset. That is a very typical kid reaction. She said that she doesn't remember specifically, quote, praying that the baby would die. But that is what my mom says that she did.

So, I mean, I remember when my mom told me that she was pregnant with our little brother, I was also really upset. That is a very typical kid reaction. She said that she doesn't remember specifically, quote, praying that the baby would die. But that is what my mom says that she did.

So, I mean, I remember when my mom told me that she was pregnant with our little brother, I was also really upset. That is a very typical kid reaction. She said that she doesn't remember specifically, quote, praying that the baby would die. But that is what my mom says that she did.

Jennifer remembers very distinctly going to check on my mom because she could hear my mom crying and had hold herself up in her bedroom and didn't want to talk to anybody. And she went in to check on her and she opened the door and she said, mama. And my mom was like, are you happy? You got what you wanted. this is all your fault.

Jennifer remembers very distinctly going to check on my mom because she could hear my mom crying and had hold herself up in her bedroom and didn't want to talk to anybody. And she went in to check on her and she opened the door and she said, mama. And my mom was like, are you happy? You got what you wanted. this is all your fault.

Jennifer remembers very distinctly going to check on my mom because she could hear my mom crying and had hold herself up in her bedroom and didn't want to talk to anybody. And she went in to check on her and she opened the door and she said, mama. And my mom was like, are you happy? You got what you wanted. this is all your fault.

And I had specifically asked Jennifer, do you remember mom saying, it's your fault? And she was like, those exact words. Like she said, this is your fault. Because part of me was like, maybe as a child, she misunderstood that. But unfortunately, it seems that my mom not only blamed her then, but then continued to blame her for many years after. Jennifer developed severe mental health issues.

And I had specifically asked Jennifer, do you remember mom saying, it's your fault? And she was like, those exact words. Like she said, this is your fault. Because part of me was like, maybe as a child, she misunderstood that. But unfortunately, it seems that my mom not only blamed her then, but then continued to blame her for many years after. Jennifer developed severe mental health issues.

And I had specifically asked Jennifer, do you remember mom saying, it's your fault? And she was like, those exact words. Like she said, this is your fault. Because part of me was like, maybe as a child, she misunderstood that. But unfortunately, it seems that my mom not only blamed her then, but then continued to blame her for many years after. Jennifer developed severe mental health issues.

She started self-harming and a teacher noticed it at school. And this teacher had self-harmed in the same way, so understood immediately what was happening and understood that it was a result of trauma. And told my mom, you need to get her into a psychologist ASAP. And Jennifer remembers my mom just domineering the entire conversation. And she was like, what did they think was going to happen?

She started self-harming and a teacher noticed it at school. And this teacher had self-harmed in the same way, so understood immediately what was happening and understood that it was a result of trauma. And told my mom, you need to get her into a psychologist ASAP. And Jennifer remembers my mom just domineering the entire conversation. And she was like, what did they think was going to happen?

She started self-harming and a teacher noticed it at school. And this teacher had self-harmed in the same way, so understood immediately what was happening and understood that it was a result of trauma. And told my mom, you need to get her into a psychologist ASAP. And Jennifer remembers my mom just domineering the entire conversation. And she was like, what did they think was going to happen?

The source of my trauma is the adult that is in the room with me, which I have also experienced this, that same self-harm I started to do when I was a child. And Jennifer stopped me from doing it. Being consistently blamed for your sibling dying. I mean, even if it had been her fault, that's still inappropriate.

The source of my trauma is the adult that is in the room with me, which I have also experienced this, that same self-harm I started to do when I was a child. And Jennifer stopped me from doing it. Being consistently blamed for your sibling dying. I mean, even if it had been her fault, that's still inappropriate.

The source of my trauma is the adult that is in the room with me, which I have also experienced this, that same self-harm I started to do when I was a child. And Jennifer stopped me from doing it. Being consistently blamed for your sibling dying. I mean, even if it had been her fault, that's still inappropriate.

But to blame a child for just hoping that the baby would die because they don't want a sibling. I mean, I know that's dark, but kids are weird. Kids make stupid decisions and have silly thoughts. Yeah. So the fact that my mom continued to blame her, she really started to believe that it was her fault. She had this immense guilt that she lived with every day.

But to blame a child for just hoping that the baby would die because they don't want a sibling. I mean, I know that's dark, but kids are weird. Kids make stupid decisions and have silly thoughts. Yeah. So the fact that my mom continued to blame her, she really started to believe that it was her fault. She had this immense guilt that she lived with every day.

But to blame a child for just hoping that the baby would die because they don't want a sibling. I mean, I know that's dark, but kids are weird. Kids make stupid decisions and have silly thoughts. Yeah. So the fact that my mom continued to blame her, she really started to believe that it was her fault. She had this immense guilt that she lived with every day.