Lucy

She said that she felt so alone and so lonely her whole childhood. So then, you know, this is 13 years later, basically. Her other little sister comes up to her and tells her that Lauren tells her it's not her fault. that it blew her mind. She was truly, her first reaction was like, oh my God. But then her second reaction was fear.

She said that she felt so alone and so lonely her whole childhood. So then, you know, this is 13 years later, basically. Her other little sister comes up to her and tells her that Lauren tells her it's not her fault. that it blew her mind. She was truly, her first reaction was like, oh my God. But then her second reaction was fear.

She said that she felt so alone and so lonely her whole childhood. So then, you know, this is 13 years later, basically. Her other little sister comes up to her and tells her that Lauren tells her it's not her fault. that it blew her mind. She was truly, her first reaction was like, oh my God. But then her second reaction was fear.

She said her immediate reaction was, oh my God, accept this as the gift it is. And then you have to suppress and move on because she was so afraid that my mom would think that she had told me to say that. Even though I had no idea what I was talking about and that Lauren was just my friend. Her exact words were, accept this as the gift that it is.

She said her immediate reaction was, oh my God, accept this as the gift it is. And then you have to suppress and move on because she was so afraid that my mom would think that she had told me to say that. Even though I had no idea what I was talking about and that Lauren was just my friend. Her exact words were, accept this as the gift that it is.

She said her immediate reaction was, oh my God, accept this as the gift it is. And then you have to suppress and move on because she was so afraid that my mom would think that she had told me to say that. Even though I had no idea what I was talking about and that Lauren was just my friend. Her exact words were, accept this as the gift that it is.

Because it truly had been weighing on her her whole life. She has said that through me conveying this message to her, that she was able to really start to forgive herself after that. And that... You know, I think also because it wasn't something that was talked about as a family. It was just something that my mom used against her on a personal level.

Because it truly had been weighing on her her whole life. She has said that through me conveying this message to her, that she was able to really start to forgive herself after that. And that... You know, I think also because it wasn't something that was talked about as a family. It was just something that my mom used against her on a personal level.

Because it truly had been weighing on her her whole life. She has said that through me conveying this message to her, that she was able to really start to forgive herself after that. And that... You know, I think also because it wasn't something that was talked about as a family. It was just something that my mom used against her on a personal level.

I think it kind of brought this knowledge to the family. I think that alone helped her a lot to be like, okay, this isn't a secret I have to keep anymore. Yeah. I think for her, it's very comforting now that I not only brought her some peace, but that I can see the level of trauma that my mom imparted onto her.

I think it kind of brought this knowledge to the family. I think that alone helped her a lot to be like, okay, this isn't a secret I have to keep anymore. Yeah. I think for her, it's very comforting now that I not only brought her some peace, but that I can see the level of trauma that my mom imparted onto her.

I think it kind of brought this knowledge to the family. I think that alone helped her a lot to be like, okay, this isn't a secret I have to keep anymore. Yeah. I think for her, it's very comforting now that I not only brought her some peace, but that I can see the level of trauma that my mom imparted onto her.

Around the time that I started to lose my connection with Lauren was actually around the time that Jennifer really started making an effort to be a big sister to me. She would take me to the movies. I would get to stay with her. And we grew closer and closer to the point that she asked me to be her maid of honor at her wedding when I was 11.

Around the time that I started to lose my connection with Lauren was actually around the time that Jennifer really started making an effort to be a big sister to me. She would take me to the movies. I would get to stay with her. And we grew closer and closer to the point that she asked me to be her maid of honor at her wedding when I was 11.

Around the time that I started to lose my connection with Lauren was actually around the time that Jennifer really started making an effort to be a big sister to me. She would take me to the movies. I would get to stay with her. And we grew closer and closer to the point that she asked me to be her maid of honor at her wedding when I was 11.

We continued to get closer and to the point that actually when I was 19 and I was going through a really, really difficult time and my sister actually took me in for a summer and I lived with her. So it was hard because she had kids. She had already kind of moved on in her life, but she was still willing to help me out because she understood how our mom could be.

We continued to get closer and to the point that actually when I was 19 and I was going through a really, really difficult time and my sister actually took me in for a summer and I lived with her. So it was hard because she had kids. She had already kind of moved on in her life, but she was still willing to help me out because she understood how our mom could be.

We continued to get closer and to the point that actually when I was 19 and I was going through a really, really difficult time and my sister actually took me in for a summer and I lived with her. So it was hard because she had kids. She had already kind of moved on in her life, but she was still willing to help me out because she understood how our mom could be.

I mean, I do think it's important that I did question for most of my teenage years and early to mid-20s. I was like, did I somehow overhear these conversations taking place? Did I hear my mom blaming Jennifer and I created this manifestation of a child that was her dead child? Did I somehow do this?

I mean, I do think it's important that I did question for most of my teenage years and early to mid-20s. I was like, did I somehow overhear these conversations taking place? Did I hear my mom blaming Jennifer and I created this manifestation of a child that was her dead child? Did I somehow do this?