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Lucy

๐Ÿ‘ค Speaker
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Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

It starts to really wear away at your soul. I think we each with our own personalities handled our parents very differently, but specifically my mom. My sister was always dating somebody to get out of the house and be away. My older brother was always just out of the house with friends or he would, he was the golden child.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

It starts to really wear away at your soul. I think we each with our own personalities handled our parents very differently, but specifically my mom. My sister was always dating somebody to get out of the house and be away. My older brother was always just out of the house with friends or he would, he was the golden child.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

So he got away with a lot, but also had a lot of pressure put on him that I've now understood now, looking back. And then I was the one that pushed back really hard and called out the bullshit. I'm the one that was like, we're all just going to pretend that what mom just said isn't ridiculous or awful. Like, is nobody else going to point out the fact that she just said something so mean?

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

So he got away with a lot, but also had a lot of pressure put on him that I've now understood now, looking back. And then I was the one that pushed back really hard and called out the bullshit. I'm the one that was like, we're all just going to pretend that what mom just said isn't ridiculous or awful. Like, is nobody else going to point out the fact that she just said something so mean?

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

So he got away with a lot, but also had a lot of pressure put on him that I've now understood now, looking back. And then I was the one that pushed back really hard and called out the bullshit. I'm the one that was like, we're all just going to pretend that what mom just said isn't ridiculous or awful. Like, is nobody else going to point out the fact that she just said something so mean?

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

Like, the truth is the meanest things that anybody has said to me in my entire life have come out of my mom's mouth. But I grew up with alligators and turtles and otters. Turtles would lay eggs in our yard all the time. So I grew up having lots of baby pet turtles that my mom would then return to the river. My mom is very good with animals. She's exceptionally good with animals.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

Like, the truth is the meanest things that anybody has said to me in my entire life have come out of my mom's mouth. But I grew up with alligators and turtles and otters. Turtles would lay eggs in our yard all the time. So I grew up having lots of baby pet turtles that my mom would then return to the river. My mom is very good with animals. She's exceptionally good with animals.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

Like, the truth is the meanest things that anybody has said to me in my entire life have come out of my mom's mouth. But I grew up with alligators and turtles and otters. Turtles would lay eggs in our yard all the time. So I grew up having lots of baby pet turtles that my mom would then return to the river. My mom is very good with animals. She's exceptionally good with animals.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

I think it's the only... Not human animals. Yeah, no. Things that can't talk back, she loves. So both my parents worked. I was actually, I don't know if we want to talk about this because this would be very revealing of where I'm from, but I was raised by a Gullah woman. And Gullah is like the Geechee culture. It's like an African tribe that was able to maintain its identity through slavery.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

I think it's the only... Not human animals. Yeah, no. Things that can't talk back, she loves. So both my parents worked. I was actually, I don't know if we want to talk about this because this would be very revealing of where I'm from, but I was raised by a Gullah woman. And Gullah is like the Geechee culture. It's like an African tribe that was able to maintain its identity through slavery.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

I think it's the only... Not human animals. Yeah, no. Things that can't talk back, she loves. So both my parents worked. I was actually, I don't know if we want to talk about this because this would be very revealing of where I'm from, but I was raised by a Gullah woman. And Gullah is like the Geechee culture. It's like an African tribe that was able to maintain its identity through slavery.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

She was my nanny and would take care of me. It was probably the only reason I felt loved as a child. I mean, she really loved me. Like she was extremely affectionate. She would cuddle me. You know, she would watch her soap operas. So I would watch Days of Our Lives with her. And we would just hang out.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

She was my nanny and would take care of me. It was probably the only reason I felt loved as a child. I mean, she really loved me. Like she was extremely affectionate. She would cuddle me. You know, she would watch her soap operas. So I would watch Days of Our Lives with her. And we would just hang out.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

She was my nanny and would take care of me. It was probably the only reason I felt loved as a child. I mean, she really loved me. Like she was extremely affectionate. She would cuddle me. You know, she would watch her soap operas. So I would watch Days of Our Lives with her. And we would just hang out.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

And I just felt very comfortable with her to the point that I would beg her to take me with her when she would leave. And I think it's also important to understand that I still wanted my mom. Like I wanted my mom to be my mom. I would cry when she would leave, but it was like I was homesick for a home that didn't exist. But that's how I felt my whole life.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

And I just felt very comfortable with her to the point that I would beg her to take me with her when she would leave. And I think it's also important to understand that I still wanted my mom. Like I wanted my mom to be my mom. I would cry when she would leave, but it was like I was homesick for a home that didn't exist. But that's how I felt my whole life.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

And I just felt very comfortable with her to the point that I would beg her to take me with her when she would leave. And I think it's also important to understand that I still wanted my mom. Like I wanted my mom to be my mom. I would cry when she would leave, but it was like I was homesick for a home that didn't exist. But that's how I felt my whole life.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

And I think that that's the wound that I'm just now kind of healing. So when I was little, these are my earliest memories, I would play with this girl named Lauren. And she was my best friend. I can't imagine not having had her in my childhood. I mean, we would play together all day. We would play in the backyard. We rode our bikes together on the island all the time.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

And I think that that's the wound that I'm just now kind of healing. So when I was little, these are my earliest memories, I would play with this girl named Lauren. And she was my best friend. I can't imagine not having had her in my childhood. I mean, we would play together all day. We would play in the backyard. We rode our bikes together on the island all the time.

Otherworld
Episode 118: Lucy and Lauren

And I think that that's the wound that I'm just now kind of healing. So when I was little, these are my earliest memories, I would play with this girl named Lauren. And she was my best friend. I can't imagine not having had her in my childhood. I mean, we would play together all day. We would play in the backyard. We rode our bikes together on the island all the time.