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Maddie

๐Ÿ‘ค Speaker
916 total appearances

Appearances Over Time

Podcast Appearances

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

Yeah. So I found and she goes, and also you can't work here anymore if you don't go get help. So I was like, okay. Now I'm going to go get help. So I was the one who found the rehab facility and I was the one who paid for it. Like I had to put down, you know, your insurance doesn't start paying for stuff until you pay off your first, what is that called?

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

I know what you're talking about. You have to like meet a certain minimum. Yeah. Whatever that's called. Okay. Yeah. I know what you're talking about though. Anyways. And so I still had to put down $6,400 to go into treatment. And I did. I still had $6,400. I had $3,000 and then Max had $3,000. Okay. And so we just both emptied out our bank accounts to put me into treatment. I got in.

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

I know what you're talking about. You have to like meet a certain minimum. Yeah. Whatever that's called. Okay. Yeah. I know what you're talking about though. Anyways. And so I still had to put down $6,400 to go into treatment. And I did. I still had $6,400. I had $3,000 and then Max had $3,000. Okay. And so we just both emptied out our bank accounts to put me into treatment. I got in.

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

I had the best time. How long were you there for? 30 days. Okay. Okay. No, 28 days. I cried whenever I had to leave. I did not want to go. I had the best time. I met the best people. I had my own room, my own bathroom. I liked the schedule we were on. I loved my therapist. I had a hell of a time in rehab.

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

I had the best time. How long were you there for? 30 days. Okay. Okay. No, 28 days. I cried whenever I had to leave. I did not want to go. I had the best time. I met the best people. I had my own room, my own bathroom. I liked the schedule we were on. I loved my therapist. I had a hell of a time in rehab.

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

No, because again, remember how I told you that I had become embarrassed by that time and I was just detoxing by myself at home?

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

No, because again, remember how I told you that I had become embarrassed by that time and I was just detoxing by myself at home?

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

Which by the way, please don't ever detox itself by your home or please don't detox itself by...

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

Which by the way, please don't ever detox itself by your home or please don't detox itself by...

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

It's so dangerous. And I could have died. But no, whenever I went in there, I had. And also that was on a Friday that we were supposed to have that meeting. So Thursday, I tried to kill myself. Friday, I told Bonnie about it. And then I spent the entire weekend. finding places, like who takes my insurance? What do I have to pay? Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Till I finally found this place.

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

It's so dangerous. And I could have died. But no, whenever I went in there, I had. And also that was on a Friday that we were supposed to have that meeting. So Thursday, I tried to kill myself. Friday, I told Bonnie about it. And then I spent the entire weekend. finding places, like who takes my insurance? What do I have to pay? Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Till I finally found this place.

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

And I love this place. It was called Fort Behavioral. Love the girls. Good. Love the therapist. I loved everything about that place. We got to go on walks and it was a good time of year. It was Halloween. It's a good time of year. Yeah, me too. And I don't know. It was just...

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

And I love this place. It was called Fort Behavioral. Love the girls. Good. Love the therapist. I loved everything about that place. We got to go on walks and it was a good time of year. It was Halloween. It's a good time of year. Yeah, me too. And I don't know. It was just...

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

Yeah. I really did enjoy rehabbing. I don't. And like I said, I'm sure it's a combination of the people I was there with where we just clicked, you know. Oh, and Bonnie also came and visited me at the treatment center while I was in rehab. I mean, just phenomenal, amazing person.

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

Yeah. I really did enjoy rehabbing. I don't. And like I said, I'm sure it's a combination of the people I was there with where we just clicked, you know. Oh, and Bonnie also came and visited me at the treatment center while I was in rehab. I mean, just phenomenal, amazing person.

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

So then I get out of rehab and then I start getting into specs and selling and specs, by the way, is selling alcohol, beer, wine, cigars, everything you need for a bar, everything you can think of for a bar, like bar mats. Dump sinks, everything. We sold, we sell it. So you were back at the same job. Yes. I took, I took FMLA and went on leave for a month and a half.

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

So then I get out of rehab and then I start getting into specs and selling and specs, by the way, is selling alcohol, beer, wine, cigars, everything you need for a bar, everything you can think of for a bar, like bar mats. Dump sinks, everything. We sold, we sell it. So you were back at the same job. Yes. I took, I took FMLA and went on leave for a month and a half.

We're All Insane
Alcohol Destroyed My Life

So by that time I was coming back, I was coming back and it only been five months since I had worked there. But I went in full force. I knew what I needed to do. I knew I was clear-headed. I felt so good. And I did so good. My sales increased from $200,000 to I think whenever I left there, I was selling... 780,000. And that's a month. That's not per year, that's per month.