Madison Prewett Trout

He left.

And I started looking up on Google.

Never look up on Google.

I know it's the worst.

It's the worst, but it's the worst.

It's like you're going to die.

And it's telling you all of these different symptoms that you're going to have just long term memory loss.

You're never going to be the same.

And I'm like, well, great.

And so, you know, now we we can laugh about it.

But I remember walking away from that experience and really what led to

kind of the start of me writing this book was the Holy Spirit spoke something to me through that experience.

And that was, we were living with something that was slowly killing us and we weren't doing anything about it.

And finally we did something about it and thank God we're okay now.

But I think about that in terms of our Christian life and our day-to-day life, like how many of us are living with things that are just slowly killing us, keeping us from the life that Jesus died to give us.

How many times do we overlook those little sins?

Do we walk around with constant shame?

Do we believe those lies that keep us stuck and small?

And for me, that was something I really sat with the Lord with of in my living with things and just putting things under the rug, like they don't matter, but they're robbing me from the life that you want me to live, that you gave me.

And so that has kind of been my journey and what I really want those who, you know, read the book to discover those sick symptoms.