Madison Prewett Troutt
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1,128 appearances
3 recordings
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first heard Jan 2026
last heard 24 Feb
Madison Prewett Troutt’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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And so I was like the, you know, eight, nine year old who was really scared to have sleepovers because I would sometimes wet the bed because I would have these dreams that I'm using the bathroom and I was obviously not using the bathroom, but it would happen in my dreams.
And then I would wake up and I'd be so ashamed.
And what shame does is it doesn't attach itself to the circumstance.
It actually makes it about you.
And so, for example, if I would wet the bed as an eight or nine year old, I wouldn't think, gosh, I feel bad that I wet the bed.
It was more like I am such a disgusting person.
Like, how can I do this?
This is nobody else struggles with this.
This is weird.
This is crazy.
I'm alone in this struggle.
No one's ever going to want to invite me over to a sleepover again.
And so then it makes you want to isolate yourself and hide yourself.
And then growing up and getting older, where that started creeping in again in my life was around 13, 14.
I got introduced to pornography at a young age by a friend.
And that started a long journey and battle for me with porn and masturbation.
And that created a lot of shame and secrecy in my life.
I lived my life very much in this, you know, I have
Like I'm saving myself for marriage.
I have my virgin card.
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